concious coupling

so i've got this companion in my conciousness like a loving friend who may be like me only they love me, and care for me unconditionally and give me advice all the time in a loving nagging way, to this day, i can only assume i ought to do what they say. because it's helping me in every way, so it's like being loved by yourself, a higher version, a naughty little elf, saying don't do that, you might enjoy it now, but after you'll be like, ow, why? bum, fuck, arse shit bollocks, poo i wish i was like you, and i kinda am, only up until now i assumed i was like all the rest, getting this all off my chest, listening in, out, up and down, no more tears of a clown, thankyou me thankyou please keep on telling it like it is x