when we pray for each other, when we say to each other, i love you my friend, and send the love we have for them, it connects us up, between countries and continents we have so many lands, not divided but one mass of earth and water, and we ought to realise and see with our real eyes the truth... one two is the order of the day three four is the normal thing we saw before we localised ourselves into a village because that was a lovely way to live, to give. To settle in one place for any time makes no sense, but to have roots in one area is everything to us, literally the feeling is to have a home within one seasons distance from everywhere we know and go further afield for adventures whenever we like too, to explore and to fulfill our need to know, to find out where we came from before and where we will go soon, step out of the unnecessary gloom we seek for ourselves today, step back and forward, sideways back and forth all day to enter into the realms of the unknown still sewn into the fabric of the realest world we can know, the earth the mother river that flows through it and our love of life becomes our truth. Four, directions, elements, three is magic number, two you and me, one, all, one, is all there is, one thing that we are a part of, one part of a thing that we are. Called only love...
Sunday 5 May 2019
Wednesday 1 May 2019
thrown together
at the last minute isn't a stressful situation, have a go and see how well you do, knowing that whatever you achieve will be an accurate measure of you, your performance, isn't important, it's that you try at all. SO prepare less, and see how you feel about things more often, basics are key here, nutrition, meditation, exercise, grounding, literal grounding bare feet, medicines, i mean sacred plants and fungi, literal sacred medicines, not recreations, not entertainments, taking your life in your hands and saying, asking what am i here for? Then going out and finding what that is, through the sacred use of things, techniques, advised preparations, working with teachers, to learn and heal, creating your own traditions and working towards a future today, that you can be happy with, right now too, be happy, find a way to smile through whatever is going on, smile because it could be worse, or smile because you refuse to let what is occurring to get you down, smile because you know you will always do your best, and improve by being honest with yourself and others, imperative integrity and authenticity so that you know truth because you know you know nothing, you are humble enough to allow others to share what they know and yet know that they may have something new to tell you, something to share, accept that you might need to keep silent long enough, even if you think you know what they will say, or think you are right.
Silent enough to let them prove to you whether you need to change your perspective, or if you are seeing the world in the correct light, and yourself too, and them, keep letting go the need to hold on too tight, to anything or anyone, don't try too hard, but do attempt things, do try new things, face fears, go for it, you can do it, face the darkness within, love it all, send love to every part of you, send it everywhere, bubble around you, bubble of the world, a part of you and you a part of it too.
Feel into the day, be honest, but patient, be adventurous but careful of others feelings, accept when you are in the wrong and apologise and mean it, choose to say what seems hard to say, it needs to be heard.
Clear the air, face situations head on, go through the pain of hurting someone and being hurt yourself to become stronger for it, get your heart broken fully, into a million pieces and more, shattered, burnt, dead, alive, the fire put out before it reignites, and see it as a flickering flame instead not some passionate bushfire, out of control, take things easier, feed your own flame gently, ticking over, don't burn all the wood at once, save some for later, take it slowly enough to get to know your situation.
The person you need to know better is you, let others open up at their own pace, don't force the issue.
Accept that doing too much for them won't help them, but do whatever you can at the same time.
In service is what i promised, watching a documentary earlier i realised how far i have come, how much i have learned, how far i still have to go, how easy it is when you listen, Listen, LISTEN!
Listen to the world, the spirits of the trees and fields, to your heart itself, to others, to them, listen.
Share what you know, say what you feel, not think! Love all as if they were your own family.
Get taken advantage of occasionally, it feels better than the other way around, it gives them a chance to do the right thing, eventually it will hurt that they didn't, it will hurt them even if you don't think it does. It will teach them a lesson that you are willing to have them learn at your expense for once.
Even if they hurt you again and again, be willing to love them, be strong and say what they need to hear, say it again, be strong enough to stand in your power silently and listen until they open up.
A balance between tough love and openness, discipline and affection, willingness to learn and teach.
Clean your teeth, with bicarbonate of soda and everything else with either natural soap or vinegar.
Bathe in the freshest water you can find, don't drink tap water if you have a spring nearby.
Always eat things that make you feel good now and afterwards too, don't eat sugar.
Don't eat anything that comes in a box or packaging, in other words products.
Produce your own food, grow it, find it in hedgerows and forests.
Don't buy anything unless you really really have to.
Notice the change in you when you do.
See the world as it was meant to be.
Feel the energy, the healing come in.
Experience the headache of sugar intake.
Let your body shiver from salt and too much.
Too many calories, your liver struggling, kidneys.
The shaking within as the blood sugar level is altered.
Your body trying to work out how much energy it can take.
Rather than how much energy you can give instead with is infinite.
So don't get me wrong, i feel as though we can choose to eat less more often.
Do more with less, less money means more creative solutions to travel and everything.
More freedom to live, to feel, to see and sense in every sense of the word as we grow internally.
The world itself opens up to us when we open up to it, when we choose to experience it truly.
I know I've been there and face the unworthiness you can feel when you become happy.
The feeling of being scared to face challenges alone instead of with a good friend.
The felt need to spend time with someone special giving you courage to do it.
Getting on with what's in front of you and letting go the need to control.
Outcomes, expectations falling by the wayside, to be free again.
Watching the worlds go by as fast as the blink of an eye and not caring as we find ourselves inside love.
Loving the world is not easy when you start to see how few do, how many don't care or don't know.
Don't see, don't hear us when we try to say what needs to be said, heard, smelt, tasted, felt at all.
Silent enough to let them prove to you whether you need to change your perspective, or if you are seeing the world in the correct light, and yourself too, and them, keep letting go the need to hold on too tight, to anything or anyone, don't try too hard, but do attempt things, do try new things, face fears, go for it, you can do it, face the darkness within, love it all, send love to every part of you, send it everywhere, bubble around you, bubble of the world, a part of you and you a part of it too.
Feel into the day, be honest, but patient, be adventurous but careful of others feelings, accept when you are in the wrong and apologise and mean it, choose to say what seems hard to say, it needs to be heard.
Clear the air, face situations head on, go through the pain of hurting someone and being hurt yourself to become stronger for it, get your heart broken fully, into a million pieces and more, shattered, burnt, dead, alive, the fire put out before it reignites, and see it as a flickering flame instead not some passionate bushfire, out of control, take things easier, feed your own flame gently, ticking over, don't burn all the wood at once, save some for later, take it slowly enough to get to know your situation.
The person you need to know better is you, let others open up at their own pace, don't force the issue.
Accept that doing too much for them won't help them, but do whatever you can at the same time.
In service is what i promised, watching a documentary earlier i realised how far i have come, how much i have learned, how far i still have to go, how easy it is when you listen, Listen, LISTEN!
Listen to the world, the spirits of the trees and fields, to your heart itself, to others, to them, listen.
Share what you know, say what you feel, not think! Love all as if they were your own family.
Get taken advantage of occasionally, it feels better than the other way around, it gives them a chance to do the right thing, eventually it will hurt that they didn't, it will hurt them even if you don't think it does. It will teach them a lesson that you are willing to have them learn at your expense for once.
Even if they hurt you again and again, be willing to love them, be strong and say what they need to hear, say it again, be strong enough to stand in your power silently and listen until they open up.
A balance between tough love and openness, discipline and affection, willingness to learn and teach.
Clean your teeth, with bicarbonate of soda and everything else with either natural soap or vinegar.
Bathe in the freshest water you can find, don't drink tap water if you have a spring nearby.
Always eat things that make you feel good now and afterwards too, don't eat sugar.
Don't eat anything that comes in a box or packaging, in other words products.
Produce your own food, grow it, find it in hedgerows and forests.
Don't buy anything unless you really really have to.
Notice the change in you when you do.
See the world as it was meant to be.
Feel the energy, the healing come in.
Experience the headache of sugar intake.
Let your body shiver from salt and too much.
Too many calories, your liver struggling, kidneys.
The shaking within as the blood sugar level is altered.
Your body trying to work out how much energy it can take.
Rather than how much energy you can give instead with is infinite.
So don't get me wrong, i feel as though we can choose to eat less more often.
Do more with less, less money means more creative solutions to travel and everything.
More freedom to live, to feel, to see and sense in every sense of the word as we grow internally.
The world itself opens up to us when we open up to it, when we choose to experience it truly.
I know I've been there and face the unworthiness you can feel when you become happy.
The feeling of being scared to face challenges alone instead of with a good friend.
The felt need to spend time with someone special giving you courage to do it.
Getting on with what's in front of you and letting go the need to control.
Outcomes, expectations falling by the wayside, to be free again.
Watching the worlds go by as fast as the blink of an eye and not caring as we find ourselves inside love.
Loving the world is not easy when you start to see how few do, how many don't care or don't know.
Don't see, don't hear us when we try to say what needs to be said, heard, smelt, tasted, felt at all.
Thursday 25 April 2019
Give or Take
Does what you eat feed your body or take something away from your later life, make your current one worse? Junk food, tastes great right now, in the moment, of eating, consuming sugary snacks, knowing that tomorrow, today I will feel disgusting, shit through the eye of a needle, feel sick to my stomach, all takes away the pleasure in the moment, at that time of consumption, intolerance within my body to that which does not nourish it. Wild food, wild living, not stuck inside a building, square, walled, prison. That is not really living, we weren't meant to house our feet in shoes, insulated from the world by rubber soled footwear, or artificial fibres for our clothes, all these things take from our experience.
So am I creating a better world inside and outside me by not standing in my power, empowering myself to be an island of creation, a space inside and outside me for change, positive creativity, energy to transform my own life, my health, good decisions, bad ones made when induced to do so by drink or drugs, a good feeling at the time, knowing i will feel hungover in the morning or with a thick head from smoking something, that i know is for recreation, entertainment now, wasting time that could be better spent, creating a better environment around me for myself and others is the goal of this life, planet.
So, what to do, start each day with a desire, not to take but to give, not to take life from myself but to thrive and feel good, in the moment and later, knowing the changes i make benefit me, and those around me too, the world itself also, so i choose to only put into my body that which i create, or harvest from nature, or grow, or buy from a supplier who also loves this world, creates a place for us to earn a better tomorrow by honouring our own bodies today, not putting off until tomorrow what i can do better today, to bring with it a life full of energy, transformation, elation, affection for myself.
Giving pleasure to another rather than looking to get something, sex for instance, are you getting a short lived pleasure by masturbating or having sex with another, taking your pleasure from them, using their body to make you cum or pleasuring them, enjoying the moment you are in, taking a day to touch every part of their body, celebrating that they are alive, not looking for anything to come to you, then the next day kissing every inch of their skin, the next just honouring who they are by listening, by taking them into you, by becoming better yourself by giving the other person whatever they need, not desiring anything for yourself, unconditionally living by unconditionally loving, nature, your own body, leaving desire behind to see what flows from within, from outside in, by giving away all your wants, all your short term goals, to cum, which leads to the desire for another, an angry faced expression of lust, rather than a beatific featured face, body, soul, spirit, life, love, giving not taking, sharing not looking for anything but to give, but to live free of the felt need to get something, not wanting, needing only the feeling that comes from giving with no thought for yourself, what you will receive, what you can get.
If I let the choices of others sway me from what I know to be right and true I am failing them in the worst way, I need to be a shining beacon, a strong and determined example of a different way of being, carry that feeling of determination into everything I do, writing like this has been a long time coming, not angry, not anger inside, disappointment, shame, that I can make the same mistakes again and again.
SO I chose not to have sex, not to give love. To anyone I did not love, not to take anything at a cost to tomorrow, but to give, give love, give wild free food, give information freely, share what i know and have, choosing not to keep on doing what I was doing, not to cave into temptation, however good the intention of someone else, to give me what they think i need, but merely want right now, to go back or keep on allowing myself to be lead in the wrong direction, away from the affection i feel for the better me, a better them that I can see on the horizon, we will all fail to save this world and each other from each other and the world we have created, by letting others lead us, from those around us to the governments who fail to do anything other than what they think is right for them and their families and us, and for the world itself, to carry on as we have grown accustomed to behaving which is killing all life on this world for the sake of living out of harmony with nature, shitting out what we eat, consume, feeling sickened by our thoughts and actions, letting our bodies become sick, our minds, our hearts, when there really is no need, just a want, or shame, or what we did, or what we had done to us, keeping us heading in the wrong direction, making those bad choices, and for those to create a habit, inside us and around us in the world, when will we see this, become conscious enough to change it all?
When we choose as individuals to put a stake in the ground, draw a line in the sand, become sane in a world driven by crazy behaviour, such that you can only see how dark the horizon and the land itself and the life we were living before when we honour ourself, those around us, the life, the planet truly.
And I for one, don't feel good, from eating what i was eating before, or smoking what i was smoking before, or the relationships I had to people, food, every aspect of my life, was not a good feeling, leading to a better one, not a good experience leading to a better one, i get a taste of a better life now.
In the experiences I'm being lead to, by seeing the difference I can make for me, in my life, in the lives of others, by their example, by my own experiences leading me to conclusions about the ways I could be, the ways I am being, the feeling is better when I don't waste a day doing nothing, or nothing good comes from the food I eat, except the flavour of defeat, that tastes so good at the time, but i know will leave a bitter after taste in the next day or days afterwards, knowing it leads to disease, unease, illness.
We've been sold so many lies, the wisdom is out there, more importantly it's inside us, right now, the power to change is too, just listen harder, with more intent, intention is key, do you intend to watch the planet die, yourself, from ill health, from disease, dosing yourself with chemical cocktails in food or living better and better, healthier days, thoughts, coming from a choice not to feel unworthy of love, loving your own body, your own skin, getting in touch with every inch of it lovingly when you bathe or trying to hastily wash off and rush every action, wash off the sins and shame and fear of failure, every thing that we let hold us back from becoming who we were meant to be in this world, for others, for ourselves, for the transformation of a lifetime to occur overnight, we need to begin today, now.
So am I creating a better world inside and outside me by not standing in my power, empowering myself to be an island of creation, a space inside and outside me for change, positive creativity, energy to transform my own life, my health, good decisions, bad ones made when induced to do so by drink or drugs, a good feeling at the time, knowing i will feel hungover in the morning or with a thick head from smoking something, that i know is for recreation, entertainment now, wasting time that could be better spent, creating a better environment around me for myself and others is the goal of this life, planet.
So, what to do, start each day with a desire, not to take but to give, not to take life from myself but to thrive and feel good, in the moment and later, knowing the changes i make benefit me, and those around me too, the world itself also, so i choose to only put into my body that which i create, or harvest from nature, or grow, or buy from a supplier who also loves this world, creates a place for us to earn a better tomorrow by honouring our own bodies today, not putting off until tomorrow what i can do better today, to bring with it a life full of energy, transformation, elation, affection for myself.
Giving pleasure to another rather than looking to get something, sex for instance, are you getting a short lived pleasure by masturbating or having sex with another, taking your pleasure from them, using their body to make you cum or pleasuring them, enjoying the moment you are in, taking a day to touch every part of their body, celebrating that they are alive, not looking for anything to come to you, then the next day kissing every inch of their skin, the next just honouring who they are by listening, by taking them into you, by becoming better yourself by giving the other person whatever they need, not desiring anything for yourself, unconditionally living by unconditionally loving, nature, your own body, leaving desire behind to see what flows from within, from outside in, by giving away all your wants, all your short term goals, to cum, which leads to the desire for another, an angry faced expression of lust, rather than a beatific featured face, body, soul, spirit, life, love, giving not taking, sharing not looking for anything but to give, but to live free of the felt need to get something, not wanting, needing only the feeling that comes from giving with no thought for yourself, what you will receive, what you can get.
If I let the choices of others sway me from what I know to be right and true I am failing them in the worst way, I need to be a shining beacon, a strong and determined example of a different way of being, carry that feeling of determination into everything I do, writing like this has been a long time coming, not angry, not anger inside, disappointment, shame, that I can make the same mistakes again and again.
SO I chose not to have sex, not to give love. To anyone I did not love, not to take anything at a cost to tomorrow, but to give, give love, give wild free food, give information freely, share what i know and have, choosing not to keep on doing what I was doing, not to cave into temptation, however good the intention of someone else, to give me what they think i need, but merely want right now, to go back or keep on allowing myself to be lead in the wrong direction, away from the affection i feel for the better me, a better them that I can see on the horizon, we will all fail to save this world and each other from each other and the world we have created, by letting others lead us, from those around us to the governments who fail to do anything other than what they think is right for them and their families and us, and for the world itself, to carry on as we have grown accustomed to behaving which is killing all life on this world for the sake of living out of harmony with nature, shitting out what we eat, consume, feeling sickened by our thoughts and actions, letting our bodies become sick, our minds, our hearts, when there really is no need, just a want, or shame, or what we did, or what we had done to us, keeping us heading in the wrong direction, making those bad choices, and for those to create a habit, inside us and around us in the world, when will we see this, become conscious enough to change it all?
When we choose as individuals to put a stake in the ground, draw a line in the sand, become sane in a world driven by crazy behaviour, such that you can only see how dark the horizon and the land itself and the life we were living before when we honour ourself, those around us, the life, the planet truly.
And I for one, don't feel good, from eating what i was eating before, or smoking what i was smoking before, or the relationships I had to people, food, every aspect of my life, was not a good feeling, leading to a better one, not a good experience leading to a better one, i get a taste of a better life now.
In the experiences I'm being lead to, by seeing the difference I can make for me, in my life, in the lives of others, by their example, by my own experiences leading me to conclusions about the ways I could be, the ways I am being, the feeling is better when I don't waste a day doing nothing, or nothing good comes from the food I eat, except the flavour of defeat, that tastes so good at the time, but i know will leave a bitter after taste in the next day or days afterwards, knowing it leads to disease, unease, illness.
We've been sold so many lies, the wisdom is out there, more importantly it's inside us, right now, the power to change is too, just listen harder, with more intent, intention is key, do you intend to watch the planet die, yourself, from ill health, from disease, dosing yourself with chemical cocktails in food or living better and better, healthier days, thoughts, coming from a choice not to feel unworthy of love, loving your own body, your own skin, getting in touch with every inch of it lovingly when you bathe or trying to hastily wash off and rush every action, wash off the sins and shame and fear of failure, every thing that we let hold us back from becoming who we were meant to be in this world, for others, for ourselves, for the transformation of a lifetime to occur overnight, we need to begin today, now.
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