revolution
eh? evolution eh? so we revolve around becoming better faster harder
softer lighter fighter barrelling down a one way street on two feet.
Evolution has speeded up as each new two by two add themselves to the
stepped layers of the pyramid of the fractal tree of life. Revolution
will also speed up in shorter burts, less and less violently as those
who know now say they do are in on it not
in it at all, basically 144,000 people working on the basis that each
can persuade 5 each 33.333333 percent of the time, means ultimately all
of us will fool and surprise and recognise each other and all of the
people all of the time eventually if not before tea time on the 4th july
2014-16 garbled picture suggests flux capacitancy the way it's all
there and all still to be decided, the way a time war works, changing
snapping back around to make you forget your old past, current future
and new new new present in the making, you guessed it......
My silence forever
on this subject anyway... well well well well four holes in the ground a
fourth dimension to breach, well 5 well 6 boring through the layers of
the onion, faster and faster and higher and higher, reaching for dog or
whatever it's called with ultimate dis and re spectacles on so that just
the middle man can see the true identity of himself and all
its cracked up to be passed through a needles eye or wormhole as you
call them into the worlds of the higher realms where we dont argue
anymore on silly things like this, no we do something we cant imagine
can you?
x
Friday 30 August 2013
Thursday 29 August 2013
fucking bitch i love you bitch love you b hatch the goddess who started this all the bunny boiler who let the rabbit hole cool down until it was juuust right for life
fucking bitch i love you bitch love you b hatch the goddess who started this all the bunny boiler who let the rabbit hole cool down until it was juuust right for life...
there was a big red button at the party at the weekend. nobody seemed to know what it was for, perhaps i didnt ask the right guy or gal, funny thing is though as tempting as it was to press, it was red for danger
not red for love as we all suspect, green for grass growing going
go... red for passion that lasts when we see it for what it is
green fingered people create red fingered destroy with
their constant testing of how far something can be
stretched before it can break, love is the great
test that will never end as we stretch out
our imaginations to create more and
yet more yet i, yeti seem to think
and feel we will never end
just live in love that lasts
not hate that dies a
premature death
not here but
in puppet-
tuity and
shame
whata
shame
dna to it, Y the pup bit u
and to u X the bitch nip u
we're all guilty of bit-ing the hand that fed up the binary finary of bits bites ones zeroes zeroes onesies onesies twosies twosies by twosies the creation story encoded in the counting system, the creation system encoded in the counting story the way we lay it down flat in two dimensions written instead of felt the presence of our past
the prescence of our future our presents themselves
opening them to find more in us more outside
more everywhere we look when we open
our eyes on christmas morning
an find not a lump of coal
cos we burnt it all
but a diamond
in the rough
a bit of it
thats me
a bit of
rough
jon
x
there was a big red button at the party at the weekend. nobody seemed to know what it was for, perhaps i didnt ask the right guy or gal, funny thing is though as tempting as it was to press, it was red for danger
not red for love as we all suspect, green for grass growing going
go... red for passion that lasts when we see it for what it is
green fingered people create red fingered destroy with
their constant testing of how far something can be
stretched before it can break, love is the great
test that will never end as we stretch out
our imaginations to create more and
yet more yet i, yeti seem to think
and feel we will never end
just live in love that lasts
not hate that dies a
premature death
not here but
in puppet-
tuity and
shame
whata
shame
dna to it, Y the pup bit u
and to u X the bitch nip u
we're all guilty of bit-ing the hand that fed up the binary finary of bits bites ones zeroes zeroes onesies onesies twosies twosies by twosies the creation story encoded in the counting system, the creation system encoded in the counting story the way we lay it down flat in two dimensions written instead of felt the presence of our past
the prescence of our future our presents themselves
opening them to find more in us more outside
more everywhere we look when we open
our eyes on christmas morning
an find not a lump of coal
cos we burnt it all
but a diamond
in the rough
a bit of it
thats me
a bit of
rough
jon
x
love is god god is love
destruction creates destruction creates eventually nothing like the universe going forwards in time
creation creates creations creates creationists until everything like the looniverse goes forward in
time, just in time, just in case in fact we need to save a copy, a backup, backup go back what?
well you see in heaven that you dont believe in and hell that you dont believe in AND IN YOU
There is a benjamin button on the control panel on the tiny island of horton who hears a hooter
as the phat lady spits out her song we all stare at the button with no name on labeless, no name
anonymous is the author and the reader who picks it up as he or she or it goes along within us.
Without us even as the destruction and creation reaches a crescendo and a loud silence often,
we miss either one cos we're colluding with the other, the shadow or the real thing or fencing
our hedging our bets. Some say hedging and sitting on fences is similar but one cuts, onesie
doesn't, it allows you to take all possible care to believe in everything and nothing at once.
So that in your final moment, you can say yes to everything or no to nothing rather than:-
Dieing not knowing you will come straight back again because you failed to listen again.
Liveing not knowing you will come straight back again because you failed to listen again.
Lifeing knowing you will live and die and never exist and always exist and everything.
All at once, in a state, of grace, in your face st daddy deare st daddy saint daddy saint steve
i knew you were a god amongst men until i learned that you didnt believe it just feel like it
which makes for a rolleroaster when you have two rides one back and one forth going
forwards and backwards at the same time, it would tear me apart to see you repeating
like a fart and a burp going out at the same moment instead of creating a loop to loop
you and you loved ones into a spin, a washing machine AND a set of straighteners
so your always straight edged when you need to be and clean as a whistle when
you hear the conductor sound the last call for a green and pleasant land where
the unexplained and the unplanned live out their lives alongside the organised
gods creatures one and all, together forever in perfect harmony mystery no
more, we all live happily ever after, that's toasters too in silicone heaven
even madonna and all the dark saints and fame hungry lusting beats
we all go or no-one, always waiting for the last one before we
leave forever to make a space withtin the cosmic egg for
mork and mindy to traverse the looniverse loonytunes
free sand what lies above below beside beneath
and behind us can grow to fruition as we have
done with out and with in and without and
with each other, together forever living
forever dieing, cast in stone as living
statues forever falling apart like
the process of decay going
forward along with life
two companions
taking giving
always
living
proof of life proof of love proof of ultimate destruction the final solution is kill everyone so that they can all live on forever in our memories banks, so maybe those bankers weren't so bad after all in reality? :) x <5 br="">
creation creates creations creates creationists until everything like the looniverse goes forward in
time, just in time, just in case in fact we need to save a copy, a backup, backup go back what?
well you see in heaven that you dont believe in and hell that you dont believe in AND IN YOU
There is a benjamin button on the control panel on the tiny island of horton who hears a hooter
as the phat lady spits out her song we all stare at the button with no name on labeless, no name
anonymous is the author and the reader who picks it up as he or she or it goes along within us.
Without us even as the destruction and creation reaches a crescendo and a loud silence often,
we miss either one cos we're colluding with the other, the shadow or the real thing or fencing
our hedging our bets. Some say hedging and sitting on fences is similar but one cuts, onesie
doesn't, it allows you to take all possible care to believe in everything and nothing at once.
So that in your final moment, you can say yes to everything or no to nothing rather than:-
Dieing not knowing you will come straight back again because you failed to listen again.
Liveing not knowing you will come straight back again because you failed to listen again.
Lifeing knowing you will live and die and never exist and always exist and everything.
All at once, in a state, of grace, in your face st daddy deare st daddy saint daddy saint steve
i knew you were a god amongst men until i learned that you didnt believe it just feel like it
which makes for a rolleroaster when you have two rides one back and one forth going
forwards and backwards at the same time, it would tear me apart to see you repeating
like a fart and a burp going out at the same moment instead of creating a loop to loop
you and you loved ones into a spin, a washing machine AND a set of straighteners
so your always straight edged when you need to be and clean as a whistle when
you hear the conductor sound the last call for a green and pleasant land where
the unexplained and the unplanned live out their lives alongside the organised
gods creatures one and all, together forever in perfect harmony mystery no
more, we all live happily ever after, that's toasters too in silicone heaven
even madonna and all the dark saints and fame hungry lusting beats
we all go or no-one, always waiting for the last one before we
leave forever to make a space withtin the cosmic egg for
mork and mindy to traverse the looniverse loonytunes
free sand what lies above below beside beneath
and behind us can grow to fruition as we have
done with out and with in and without and
with each other, together forever living
forever dieing, cast in stone as living
statues forever falling apart like
the process of decay going
forward along with life
two companions
taking giving
always
living
proof of life proof of love proof of ultimate destruction the final solution is kill everyone so that they can all live on forever in our memories banks, so maybe those bankers weren't so bad after all in reality? :) x <5 br="">
dont wanna be clark kent or superman i wanna be an innocent country boy who can discover his two true identity
i wanna be mister average, have two kids or there abouts, have a house, with a mouse, a muse, amuse my family and friends and lovers and first of all my wife, make her laugh, enter my laugh, my life, laugh with me, at me, tell me where im going wrong, what to do cos you know best for me and i for you, an i for an eye, a you for a you, me and you, you and me, lots and lots for us to see, lots and lots for us to do, me and you, you and me two too...
You dna me
You and me
Em dna uoy
erm do not allow u or y unknown zero yes
allow the unknown zero and infiniteye to
create within your space and time
a vessel who can travel around
you and within you and out
side of you inside of you
it's bigger like a cave
outside it's bigger
like a giant cave
a giants lore
lair, liar, lyre
sings the minstrel
the song of love and hate and life and death and never ending misery and ever after happily
we choose our fate and then it comes to tempt us with it
we say yay or nay, looking the gift horse in the mouth
hungry to eat us thirsty to drink us see us go small
or grow very very large indeed and become
alice in the garden or lucy in wonder
land in the sky with diamonds
crystals minerals vegetables
animals and all else out
there, we're out there
somewhere over
the rainbow
bridge to
ragnarok
although
from there
we can still see and people watch
it's so addictive, to take part is a key
to finding out why we're still there instead of here
on the edge of eternity hovering in stressfull blissful ignorance
unable to see the nose in front of our face in the dark of the abyss
hark i think i thought i taught i taw a putie tat a computer tape rewinding
fasting forward so that we can find the hunger games again and take part again
but always remembering in time, just, in case we forget, who we are before destruction
and the whole play starts over again live but scripted, moving pucktures, fucktures in space time
frictions fractions ructions rucks on pile on piles on our asses from sitting still on a cold floor too long
whilst the god that hung the lamps in heaven looks on people watching still, wondering when will we create
the bit we were meant to finish in this painting by numbers, one, one, two, three, four, five, one one one one
one is the most important colour to use to fill it in, cos it's everything to everyone and everyone to everything
all included accluded front. a clue to the front face back face about face of the general situation in heavens gates
where we ask
saint peter tatchell
to let in a load of gay bashers
haters laters arrivals cos we dawdled
left it almost too late and now we're stressed
to fuck up and make our lives hell when they can be great
loving life, loving you, loving my mates, my friends, my family for once
and for all and forever and foever fi fi fo foam i smell the party of an englishwoman
an man wo man an wo man an woman wo man wo man woah man what a tripppppppppp <3 p="">i fell and hurt myself
i checked you first
i loved you first
you were my
mother my
father my
every
thing
my love
my confusion
my fear my love
is that you wont accept me
now that its been so long since we met
and so long since you fell for me hook line and sinker
and we set off on this stinker of a holiday only to find we'd swapped
a bad life at home for a life we could win with, live with, love with, if we do what it takes
not take what it does for us
this life does a lot for us
lets us live here, life
loving it we do
dont we butt?
i do dont you?
love it too, even me?
well thats just great that means
ive got to love you too or ill end up here
again searching for you over and over till we meet
and greet and uniquely we both find our way out of this maze
this labyrinhtine propertionality, proportionally in proprtion to ourselves
pan has a lot to answer for doesnt she he whatever you are we are
we are whatever you are, you are whatever we choose you are
i choose life a living god and goddess, a chance to unite
all the others, the thems the ussess, the those, these
and thys the lies the truth the tales the whales
the lives of the dead, the deaths of the lifes
bringing it all back to you, to me, we too
remembering it all again over and over
lopping lopping looping loooping
removing the dead frames
and editing it as we go
changing the script
characters
feelings
scenes
senses
emotion
loving light and hearts desires fulfilled when we get over ourself, jump on the bandwagon of love, the caravan of camels threading through the eye of a needle, the thread, the golden fleece, golden needle. threads, you, is, one...of us, all of us, all... LOVE IS ALL THERE IS UNTIL WE SEE WHAT ELSE THERE IS TOO WHAT ELSE THERE IS TO LOVE TO LOVE LETS GO TO LOVE LETS GO NOW BLAST OFF POOH THAT SMELLS DID YOU LET ONE GO? WHAT A LOVE? YES THEY LEFT TOGETHER
THEY WANTED< NEEDED TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER SO THEY PAIRED UP AS A TEAM A VESSEL AND SET OFF FOR NEW VERTEFORM CITY THE GREEN EMERALD PALACE HAVING LEFT THE CRIMSON PALACE OF THE HEART FOR THE DEEPER FEELING OF THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA WHERE IN SILENCE WE RESIDE BODILESS CORPSES OR SOMETHING ALONG THOSE LINES< HEADS SCREWED OFF TIGHTLY SO WE CAN GO ANYWHERE IN TIME AND SPACE FOREVER TRAVELLING UNTIL WE GET TIRED AND L:OSE OUR ENERGY TO REGENERATE INFORMATION IS NEVER LOST OR DESTROYED IT JUST GOES SOMEWHERE ELSE ENITRELY ENTIRELY ETERNITY end of commnication
beginnging of communication for me, with someone i love please
thanks for nothing and everything AND ALL THE REST
Jon
x
<3 br="">
You dna me
You and me
Em dna uoy
erm do not allow u or y unknown zero yes
allow the unknown zero and infiniteye to
create within your space and time
a vessel who can travel around
you and within you and out
side of you inside of you
it's bigger like a cave
outside it's bigger
like a giant cave
a giants lore
lair, liar, lyre
sings the minstrel
the song of love and hate and life and death and never ending misery and ever after happily
we choose our fate and then it comes to tempt us with it
we say yay or nay, looking the gift horse in the mouth
hungry to eat us thirsty to drink us see us go small
or grow very very large indeed and become
alice in the garden or lucy in wonder
land in the sky with diamonds
crystals minerals vegetables
animals and all else out
there, we're out there
somewhere over
the rainbow
bridge to
ragnarok
although
from there
we can still see and people watch
it's so addictive, to take part is a key
to finding out why we're still there instead of here
on the edge of eternity hovering in stressfull blissful ignorance
unable to see the nose in front of our face in the dark of the abyss
hark i think i thought i taught i taw a putie tat a computer tape rewinding
fasting forward so that we can find the hunger games again and take part again
but always remembering in time, just, in case we forget, who we are before destruction
and the whole play starts over again live but scripted, moving pucktures, fucktures in space time
frictions fractions ructions rucks on pile on piles on our asses from sitting still on a cold floor too long
whilst the god that hung the lamps in heaven looks on people watching still, wondering when will we create
the bit we were meant to finish in this painting by numbers, one, one, two, three, four, five, one one one one
one is the most important colour to use to fill it in, cos it's everything to everyone and everyone to everything
all included accluded front. a clue to the front face back face about face of the general situation in heavens gates
where we ask
saint peter tatchell
to let in a load of gay bashers
haters laters arrivals cos we dawdled
left it almost too late and now we're stressed
to fuck up and make our lives hell when they can be great
loving life, loving you, loving my mates, my friends, my family for once
and for all and forever and foever fi fi fo foam i smell the party of an englishwoman
an man wo man an wo man an woman wo man wo man woah man what a tripppppppppp <3 p="">i fell and hurt myself
i checked you first
i loved you first
you were my
mother my
father my
every
thing
my love
my confusion
my fear my love
is that you wont accept me
now that its been so long since we met
and so long since you fell for me hook line and sinker
and we set off on this stinker of a holiday only to find we'd swapped
a bad life at home for a life we could win with, live with, love with, if we do what it takes
not take what it does for us
this life does a lot for us
lets us live here, life
loving it we do
dont we butt?
i do dont you?
love it too, even me?
well thats just great that means
ive got to love you too or ill end up here
again searching for you over and over till we meet
and greet and uniquely we both find our way out of this maze
this labyrinhtine propertionality, proportionally in proprtion to ourselves
pan has a lot to answer for doesnt she he whatever you are we are
we are whatever you are, you are whatever we choose you are
i choose life a living god and goddess, a chance to unite
all the others, the thems the ussess, the those, these
and thys the lies the truth the tales the whales
the lives of the dead, the deaths of the lifes
bringing it all back to you, to me, we too
remembering it all again over and over
lopping lopping looping loooping
removing the dead frames
and editing it as we go
changing the script
characters
feelings
scenes
senses
emotion
loving light and hearts desires fulfilled when we get over ourself, jump on the bandwagon of love, the caravan of camels threading through the eye of a needle, the thread, the golden fleece, golden needle. threads, you, is, one...of us, all of us, all... LOVE IS ALL THERE IS UNTIL WE SEE WHAT ELSE THERE IS TOO WHAT ELSE THERE IS TO LOVE TO LOVE LETS GO TO LOVE LETS GO NOW BLAST OFF POOH THAT SMELLS DID YOU LET ONE GO? WHAT A LOVE? YES THEY LEFT TOGETHER
THEY WANTED< NEEDED TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER SO THEY PAIRED UP AS A TEAM A VESSEL AND SET OFF FOR NEW VERTEFORM CITY THE GREEN EMERALD PALACE HAVING LEFT THE CRIMSON PALACE OF THE HEART FOR THE DEEPER FEELING OF THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA WHERE IN SILENCE WE RESIDE BODILESS CORPSES OR SOMETHING ALONG THOSE LINES< HEADS SCREWED OFF TIGHTLY SO WE CAN GO ANYWHERE IN TIME AND SPACE FOREVER TRAVELLING UNTIL WE GET TIRED AND L:OSE OUR ENERGY TO REGENERATE INFORMATION IS NEVER LOST OR DESTROYED IT JUST GOES SOMEWHERE ELSE ENITRELY ENTIRELY ETERNITY end of commnication
beginnging of communication for me, with someone i love please
thanks for nothing and everything AND ALL THE REST
Jon
x
<3 br="">
if you can keep your head while others lose theirs
you can have it put in a jar or a box in the future
rama future rama, future king krishna created
by our chanting of the mantra god is great
god is good god is hate from the haters
they are trying so are the lying to start
something that will never come again
a war in heaven, we lost our heads
jar heads all of us true soldiers of
a lesser god, the one we created
when we tried to guess what he
she it is, instead of listening to
the word of the trio inside
and out side in nature
mom dad sister
and brother
all life will
relatively
closely
relate
since
we're
all the
same, no.
nothing new under the sun or moon or sky...
We could become anything we wish, die live, die forever live foever
all the options are open and i choose life
choose life choose life
i chose not to choose
life i chose somethin
else i chose gamblin
pishing it all away on
a saturday night wishing
i was nothing more than the
selfish pricks and prats we voted
into the positions of power they craved
greedily hunting down a chance to try to fix
what god could never do alone in the first place
no the fixer, was a woman's touch, the magic we miss
when we keep on seeing what we expect not what is there
close your eyes, blink a few times if you have to, look away
and back again until you see what is staring you in the face again
Life...
Choose
Your own adventure
turn a page
pick a heroine
or a hero and hold
out for them to be the one
you need more than all the rest
whilst loving all the rest all the same
cos otherwise we would love one such as us
more than any other and leave them feeling like a giant
at the top of a beanstalk, lonely with a golden egg and goose
but no-one to make him an omlette cos he scared away his wife by
telling her the story of how they got together, but leaving out all her work
the toiling she did before his offspring springed and sprunged into existence those
many years ago, evolution means that star dust is now us, we are dust, formed into sand
castles in the sky with diamonds set in stone, weddings are forever and a day, the first day the
first night together was the best, we talked and connected and talked and connected and loved each
other right, then we sat down in our own little worlds, thought up ways to break up over nothing and stopped
talking
i need to stop talking
to no-one and talk to someone
hear them when i shut the fuck up and
finally they can heal me and i them once and
for ever more
happily ever
afterwards
.patiently.
nurses &
doctors
all we
are is
love
jon
x
my telegrams me helegrams mi jelegames my lovegames old greg loves games wanna play one?
send a message out to your past your poresent porous future lives, and see if salt water
and some loving care and attention to detail don't pour water on the fires of hate
and send love resounding throughout the ages from start to finish
never dminishing our fishing for compliments when
we finally start giving them out to
all those who deserve the
credit they deserve
like you for being
another me for
being another
you like me
like you
i like
you
x
you can have it put in a jar or a box in the future
rama future rama, future king krishna created
by our chanting of the mantra god is great
god is good god is hate from the haters
they are trying so are the lying to start
something that will never come again
a war in heaven, we lost our heads
jar heads all of us true soldiers of
a lesser god, the one we created
when we tried to guess what he
she it is, instead of listening to
the word of the trio inside
and out side in nature
mom dad sister
and brother
all life will
relatively
closely
relate
since
we're
all the
same, no.
nothing new under the sun or moon or sky...
We could become anything we wish, die live, die forever live foever
all the options are open and i choose life
choose life choose life
i chose not to choose
life i chose somethin
else i chose gamblin
pishing it all away on
a saturday night wishing
i was nothing more than the
selfish pricks and prats we voted
into the positions of power they craved
greedily hunting down a chance to try to fix
what god could never do alone in the first place
no the fixer, was a woman's touch, the magic we miss
when we keep on seeing what we expect not what is there
close your eyes, blink a few times if you have to, look away
and back again until you see what is staring you in the face again
Life...
Choose
Your own adventure
turn a page
pick a heroine
or a hero and hold
out for them to be the one
you need more than all the rest
whilst loving all the rest all the same
cos otherwise we would love one such as us
more than any other and leave them feeling like a giant
at the top of a beanstalk, lonely with a golden egg and goose
but no-one to make him an omlette cos he scared away his wife by
telling her the story of how they got together, but leaving out all her work
the toiling she did before his offspring springed and sprunged into existence those
many years ago, evolution means that star dust is now us, we are dust, formed into sand
castles in the sky with diamonds set in stone, weddings are forever and a day, the first day the
first night together was the best, we talked and connected and talked and connected and loved each
other right, then we sat down in our own little worlds, thought up ways to break up over nothing and stopped
talking
i need to stop talking
to no-one and talk to someone
hear them when i shut the fuck up and
finally they can heal me and i them once and
for ever more
happily ever
afterwards
.patiently.
nurses &
doctors
all we
are is
love
jon
x
my telegrams me helegrams mi jelegames my lovegames old greg loves games wanna play one?
send a message out to your past your poresent porous future lives, and see if salt water
and some loving care and attention to detail don't pour water on the fires of hate
and send love resounding throughout the ages from start to finish
never dminishing our fishing for compliments when
we finally start giving them out to
all those who deserve the
credit they deserve
like you for being
another me for
being another
you like me
like you
i like
you
x
yet to live yet i want to so badly always have...
i was torn from my mother at six weeks early, thats my story over and done with
i was due to die there and then but from somewhere came a fucking miracle
i survived after being emergency baptised you cud say i was induced
or inducted sucked from my moms womb to see this world
through unfocussing unsmiling eyes which set me off
on a pattern of pushing cos i was pushed
pulling cos i was loved so much
pushing cos you reject me
pulling cos i attract you
pushing myself away
how can you love
me?!? im dead
always was
will be :(
give me
life pls
love
pls
love... sweet love of my heart, don't give me up, let me love you, the way i know, the way i never, have
cos i rejected what i was given
true love
once
so never say never again... ever again say ever so i would love to love if you will put up with my fault
that line running through me, from the rock of my mother's love and my father angst at his own tears
the cracks he always knew were there, were in him and his family and ours and yours, and all of us
the tracks of our tears form a boundary between the hard place it was to be in my dads company
cos the slightest loud noise, made me think it was all over for me, us, that's a fight, a battle, a war
dad's lost the plot again over something simple, little me, sis, you, him usually cos he wont say.
he wont tell the people who love him that he loves them, he wont even write it down cos he's
dead too in a way something we all faced in childhood, different for each of us hurt us deep
made us scared to love, scared to receive it from anywhere but from us, our folks, and all
we have left then is the unconditional love that is out there, used by others to kill & maim
by the majority of the world, to create wonderful things made out of passion and loving
care, caring, healing the world one woman and man at a time with the milk of kindness
feeding each others needs with the excess we have, the surplus of our energy n love.
we bubble and flow and over it goes, when we fill up inside with love and send it.
send them my love, send em our love, send them the love of the family to them.
we say it, we feel it, we do it? Do we, send our love to those we love and,
then sit back and wait for it to come along soon? or do we love ourselves,
a little too much or too little for our own good, and end up apart from,
the very people we meet who calmly enter our lives or turn them up-
side up when we turn our frown downside up to make a smile.
You make me smile inside, feel the love inside, the love
i want you to have from me too, so please love me do
love love me do
wont you plase
love me do
plasese
help
me
n
u
create a menu of possibilities for everyone in the world
for us as we become two partners in crime
two lovers in a strange strange strange
old worlds end, every day
here let us, see what,
happens next,
don't guess
let's wait
and see
love
jon
x
p,s, i cant name the person/s i love cos they wont let me till they know they can trust me, i put my name to everything i do and write, im not anonymous in this life anymore, imstanding up to be counted and scared as fuck each day will be my last, so dont get up in my face when you see how good i can be with you in my life
dont shoot the messenger of my love
cos its you silly
and that wud
be daft wud
not it?
j
x
jw
x
i was due to die there and then but from somewhere came a fucking miracle
i survived after being emergency baptised you cud say i was induced
or inducted sucked from my moms womb to see this world
through unfocussing unsmiling eyes which set me off
on a pattern of pushing cos i was pushed
pulling cos i was loved so much
pushing cos you reject me
pulling cos i attract you
pushing myself away
how can you love
me?!? im dead
always was
will be :(
give me
life pls
love
pls
love... sweet love of my heart, don't give me up, let me love you, the way i know, the way i never, have
cos i rejected what i was given
true love
once
so never say never again... ever again say ever so i would love to love if you will put up with my fault
that line running through me, from the rock of my mother's love and my father angst at his own tears
the cracks he always knew were there, were in him and his family and ours and yours, and all of us
the tracks of our tears form a boundary between the hard place it was to be in my dads company
cos the slightest loud noise, made me think it was all over for me, us, that's a fight, a battle, a war
dad's lost the plot again over something simple, little me, sis, you, him usually cos he wont say.
he wont tell the people who love him that he loves them, he wont even write it down cos he's
dead too in a way something we all faced in childhood, different for each of us hurt us deep
made us scared to love, scared to receive it from anywhere but from us, our folks, and all
we have left then is the unconditional love that is out there, used by others to kill & maim
by the majority of the world, to create wonderful things made out of passion and loving
care, caring, healing the world one woman and man at a time with the milk of kindness
feeding each others needs with the excess we have, the surplus of our energy n love.
we bubble and flow and over it goes, when we fill up inside with love and send it.
send them my love, send em our love, send them the love of the family to them.
we say it, we feel it, we do it? Do we, send our love to those we love and,
then sit back and wait for it to come along soon? or do we love ourselves,
a little too much or too little for our own good, and end up apart from,
the very people we meet who calmly enter our lives or turn them up-
side up when we turn our frown downside up to make a smile.
You make me smile inside, feel the love inside, the love
i want you to have from me too, so please love me do
love love me do
wont you plase
love me do
plasese
help
me
n
u
create a menu of possibilities for everyone in the world
for us as we become two partners in crime
two lovers in a strange strange strange
old worlds end, every day
here let us, see what,
happens next,
don't guess
let's wait
and see
love
jon
x
p,s, i cant name the person/s i love cos they wont let me till they know they can trust me, i put my name to everything i do and write, im not anonymous in this life anymore, imstanding up to be counted and scared as fuck each day will be my last, so dont get up in my face when you see how good i can be with you in my life
dont shoot the messenger of my love
cos its you silly
and that wud
be daft wud
not it?
j
x
jw
x
Wednesday 28 August 2013
whimming? dont talk to me about whimmin... you cant whim with em cant whim whithout them - cool hwhip
i
wouldnt describe this period in time as energetic or the best we've
ever had or will see from this perspective, but you know that second
coming they were on about a while ago? What if it was the universe
having another wee bang ending in a giant full blown full body orgasm?
that would count i feel x
then you win
- plus of course i go for the husband or boyfriend and make best friendships with him, cos it works and its the right way to approach things if you dont have lust in your heart
you'll never hurt someone who doesnt deserve it
at least a little never crossing lines we shud
Jon Walker a light n fluffy bubbly dunsink in ink from the intergalactic cuttle fish we were spawned from making us shape shift constantly showing any disguise we choose to the outside world, not knowing out true nature for we've held these shapes too long and like the moral of this story suggests, dont make a face cos
if the wind changes it'll stay like that... until you realise your mistake that is, nothing lasts forever, not even infinity
it just gets bored, loses count and starts over again and the end or the beginning or the beginning of the end, end of...
Jon Walker ok simple test for you... out of the saints and prophets and those who were in the know supposedly before and the folks who go mad trying to work on infinity, the rationalists, the societies products who go off and kill large numbers of their species and seem to want to kill all of us or an infinite number of pattsies and inconvenient truthers, to keep the rest silent... so who lives on in perpetuity, who will suffer the ignomony of residing and then fading into the past into dust? those who work to find a solution to this problem find a new one or one they cant solve without losing their life or their mind or one then the other - Jon Walker then there's people who empty their mind, their heart breaks one last time forever, and then they find peace, harmony, unity, go quietly into the night and noisily into the day and then disappear in somewhat mysterious circumstances or find that the suffering they went through in their lives must continue for the sake of the work, the good work, the bad work, the final solution to the problem of the humans... Set off somewhere new cos this place is getting old and so does everyone who comes here, they die and then come back, i've seen enough, let's upgrade dear and see whats in the next brochure x
worlds within worlds within worlds circles of heaven and hell well well well three holes three tunnels through time and space pick one sonny and share then cher it with all your friends and neighbours x
worlds within worlds within worlds circles of heaven and hell well well well three holes three tunnels through time and space pick one sonny and share then cher it with all your friends and neighbours x
im
not very good at orchestrating things yet, although to be full of truth
and feel light, as a feather touch on ones centre console, leads
inevitably to creation and space time
i do know how to conduct myself and others, it's just that i'm...See more
i do know how to conduct myself and others, it's just that i'm...See more
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im not very good at orchestrating things yet,
although to be full of truth and feel light, as a feather touch on ones
centre console, leads inevitably to creation and space time
i do know how to conduct myself and others, it's just that i'm rusty, as my third eye...
once you're thinking even more multi dimensionally you'll see why it's not funny but actually amazingly ac-curate to describe someone who doesnt wear glasses as a four eyes, two side to side and two above and below, one not in the back of your head no
but one in the middle of the front and yet another some call japanese others sushi ♥
i do know how to conduct myself and others, it's just that i'm rusty, as my third eye...
once you're thinking even more multi dimensionally you'll see why it's not funny but actually amazingly ac-curate to describe someone who doesnt wear glasses as a four eyes, two side to side and two above and below, one not in the back of your head no
but one in the middle of the front and yet another some call japanese others sushi ♥
Jon Walker i was the only one in my way, who is in yours? really! NO WHO!?! know who you are then see how you feel by asking who am i? 2.343.346.333.000 results for jackie chan's Who Am I ? x- Jon Walker didnt you know yet? randomness produces the best results everytime if a little slower than forcing the issue or trying to hint or cheat or lie or not be yourself... i am pretty random but the good the bad and the ugly is what we are, ducklings, quackin...See More
imagination i have a lot of creativity that i wasted coming back to me now, stay patient it will slow down to the normal rate, i hope ;)
imagining
doing anything with no fear pretty much means you dont have to go there
to the extremes any more, they know you could take them anyday by that
point, and decide to scale down their old ways rather than face complete
destruction, so the war is a battle is a fight is a handbags anfd
manbags at dawn really, keep the faith that everything will work out
allright and allleft in the end, and for the right and left reasons the
middle way is taking us forward, backwards, left right up down all
around and finally to a lovely island somewhere in the middle of an
island lake, with fruit trees of every variety on whose centre spur of
sand sits the world tree, wishing for others to have their hearts
desires in the hope that all remember the tree itself, the life it gave,
and continue to feed ad water it's roots and leaves always creating a
new set of branches inbetween for us to explore climbing back into the
foliage as we rejoin nature on her quest to see everything that is
possible
lot of pinches of salt taken lightly
one
lot goes left one goes right, the worlds going to hell, the media's
concentrating on their own agenda, whilst the planet itself looks like
going into meltdown, collapse of the ecosystems, and indeed the death of
most of the life from the 6th mass extinction... However, all that
said and not done, as much as there are problems, none are
insurmountable, a horse a horse my kingdom for a horse, as we gather
pace together, we are solving more than we create, the old ways are
shouting loudest for healing once and for all, that's why we can't seem
to hear about the recovery underway, but we CAN and DO see it happening,
in the life coming back from the near death of the seventies, in the
continual discovery of cryptids and other previously thought extinct
creatures let alone the renewed interest in our ancestors and their
possible cousins we've yeti to meet
x things are looking up when you ignore both the gloom and the doom,
when you see the middle of the road leading to a third destination, not
the beginning or end of a journey but the chance to travel forever and a
day away from the past, towards the future but living in the moment
wherever we are in time and space
‘We’re insisting on taking our places at the table’ at the table of the tea party of the mad hatter of the garden where alice was sunbathing and lucy was in the sky avoiding hearts clubs diamonds and spades and the deck of a sailing ship for no good reason
bout
time too, only thing is, you're better actually, at avoiding stress, by
designating drivers, usually someone else, or always you, so take over,
by all means, stand up and be counted but try not to take advantage of
every situation or fall for our
mistakes, or be tempted to abuse the power that comes to you... after
all we have abused yours for eons and we're not happy about it at all,
we wish we'd been fairer longer, but that's us scaredy cats really
underneath all the bluster ;)
im
pretty sure i exist at any rate, i think i am therefore i feel, i don't
need others to tell me, but it is nice to be noticed ;) and it's nice
to be nice, complimenting people on their good bits, the ways they
improve my faith in them and myself, just by being them, or cos they
gave me the time of day at all... ♥ middle man middle way middle of the
road...
too positive and forward looking an approach doesn't work too well, neither
does looking back in hindsight without compassion for the fact that the
ages change the times change and an idea never dies, it only grows in
intensity until it's own time has finally come x this is IT, either that
or another rung on the ladder, another link in the chain, one that we
must face again and again if we are to leave this plane, this plain old
life and death and become truly alive, or something like that x thankyou
peter for setting me off
how do we know it didnt help? how do we know that the world today is NOT the product of the changes brought about by the people who brought them into a world at the time that could only accept a little not a lot of changes at once, so many years later wudnt you agree, much more is changing for the better and for the worst now than ever before? well then there's the proof that light and dark are always in balance, we have to choose the middle way, the third world...
and it would seem quite sensible to expect a new prophet or two or more given the need always creates the demand not the other way around... we need a miracle every day, every hour, every minute to keep up with the pace of life that we see around us
look around, they're here x
our mother after all seems to give us everything we require if we search left and right and all over the place for it without looking necessity is her name and i love her so for i only ever have enough of everything i need since she invented me
how do we know it didnt help? how do we know that the world today is NOT the product of the changes brought about by the people who brought them into a world at the time that could only accept a little not a lot of changes at once, so many years later wudnt you agree, much more is changing for the better and for the worst now than ever before? well then there's the proof that light and dark are always in balance, we have to choose the middle way, the third world...
and it would seem quite sensible to expect a new prophet or two or more given the need always creates the demand not the other way around... we need a miracle every day, every hour, every minute to keep up with the pace of life that we see around us
look around, they're here x
our mother after all seems to give us everything we require if we search left and right and all over the place for it without looking necessity is her name and i love her so for i only ever have enough of everything i need since she invented me
rejection was the most avoided thing in my
life, i didnt try anything new for years, so that i cud avoid finding
lots of things and people that i really needed to know... and love...
to get practise, getting hurt, is fun, it's stretching
me out, laying me down, to dry after I experience the feelings we all
did, when we went through the process of loving our parents, our
friends, our lovers and then making ammends... I havent dared to care
too often, cos i knew from the start how much it would hurt, i avoided
emotional pain, so much so that i've been working through it for years
since my 35th bday... it wasnt important for me to mark it for myself, i
was at the time deciding without telling anyone, that i was going away,
and never coming back, i said goodbye to everyone and every thing and
the old me even, i rejected myself so thoroughly, someone new was able
to appear as if by magic, cos i let it happen and didnt stand in my way.
loving all this feeling, feeling emotions, feeling anything is a
novelty, so i can't complain, just enjoying the differences between the
pain and the sensation of relief now i'm diving in, not standing around
dipping my toes in so much, although i'm still taking my time to assess
and address the beat but ive still got love for the streets ♥ and
fields
udder destructionb of the uddled masses / dont have a cow man
as
the media provides skant information on the real issues like nuclear
outflow from fukushima to its full impact because it may cause a panic,
in the minds of the people who run it, and the imagined futures they
attempt without realising, to create with their scaremongering... they
are running scared and dont want everyone else to join them cos that
might ruin their own selfish chances of escape, looking at anything outside the box.
The facts are that the planet is in the greatest peril it's ever faced, the sternest test we have ever faced, all of us, animal vegetable mineral crystal... crystals are live and changing, solid as rocks, organic in their growth and aging and somehow different whenever we look at them
so true, we have lots to work on, but we wont get there by shouting from the rooftops, it will be a slow process, gaining exponential momentum, once some one or two or more start spreading the message personally, showing what it means to be transformed by unconditional love and the way of looking at the world that comes with it. What you do is not guess what is going to happen, or think too much about what you would like to happen, just letting go and seeing what each moment brings and letting that process become a habit.
Letting others catch a true scent of the smell of the rose of the garden, so that they dont hear what we say and smell a rat,instead they will see from your eyes and their ears, what you say that they truly hear, will do the trick, that and the love you carry with you into the worlds as we speak and we tell it like it is to the huddled masses
The facts are that the planet is in the greatest peril it's ever faced, the sternest test we have ever faced, all of us, animal vegetable mineral crystal... crystals are live and changing, solid as rocks, organic in their growth and aging and somehow different whenever we look at them
so true, we have lots to work on, but we wont get there by shouting from the rooftops, it will be a slow process, gaining exponential momentum, once some one or two or more start spreading the message personally, showing what it means to be transformed by unconditional love and the way of looking at the world that comes with it. What you do is not guess what is going to happen, or think too much about what you would like to happen, just letting go and seeing what each moment brings and letting that process become a habit.
Letting others catch a true scent of the smell of the rose of the garden, so that they dont hear what we say and smell a rat,instead they will see from your eyes and their ears, what you say that they truly hear, will do the trick, that and the love you carry with you into the worlds as we speak and we tell it like it is to the huddled masses
Tuesday 27 August 2013
forever 21? well only if i can know what i know now and just not be some kind of inhumane creature who hasn't learned to respect her n his creator :) x
since
i started having to shave my head for vanities sake and found one less
reason to look at my false reflection, still waiting for someone to make
my invention of a true mirror, but then the camera obscura was supposed
to solve that equation
they say the camera never lies, I hasten to butt in, but my pic here is
ancient and yet most would say i look exactly the same...
i tend to try to write a nice reply message then find all sorts of the above prose interfering with the simple act of writing a letter, my voice has changed but not audibly, except for more confidence, since i started feeling like i was connected to something bigger.
I'm looking forward to finding something to help us all keep that connection open, clean and clear and under control and learn from others what it feels like tuning to a greater source and strength of signal before i try to improve my reception cos in the past, meeting new people was one of my worst nightmares until they seemed to always know some of my dreams already and could help me work out what they meant for all of our futures. i was crippled for years with no help cos i never told n e one
you know why? because you lie, fob off, and generally destroy creativity
you use it to mask your real faces, your true selves, from the only one,
you really need to show it to, i know why, the others were after you,
they could see you too for they were dark destroyers and feeble,
minding their manners whenever they crossed the paths of,
strangers. Every day we fear something that we cannot,
dare not face and that is the image we must not see.
If we don't however, see us reflected in an other,
then the end is nigh for all and all of us is night,
unending rather than the heat of the days.
That would surely make us break down,
burned out, too much sun is bad too.
Little too late. Or justin time?
Who can save our selves?
We can with some help,
from the women men
men women jogging
this race, two lines
a finish and end
once Forever 21
forever ever 1
we must find
balancing
checks
tests
trial
verdict
neither guilty
or innocent at all
merely the thin blue line
between two cloudy silver linings
the past the future and the presently
Learn from as many sources as you can, realise that often very imp-ortANT things are missed in the rush to progress rather
than just spending time with friends keeping each other
updated on the waves and ways of the futures
that we create today, created back then
do now still, every moment anew
a new chance to shine
make something
share it out
give love
token
jon
x
i tend to try to write a nice reply message then find all sorts of the above prose interfering with the simple act of writing a letter, my voice has changed but not audibly, except for more confidence, since i started feeling like i was connected to something bigger.
I'm looking forward to finding something to help us all keep that connection open, clean and clear and under control and learn from others what it feels like tuning to a greater source and strength of signal before i try to improve my reception cos in the past, meeting new people was one of my worst nightmares until they seemed to always know some of my dreams already and could help me work out what they meant for all of our futures. i was crippled for years with no help cos i never told n e one
you know why? because you lie, fob off, and generally destroy creativity
you use it to mask your real faces, your true selves, from the only one,
you really need to show it to, i know why, the others were after you,
they could see you too for they were dark destroyers and feeble,
minding their manners whenever they crossed the paths of,
strangers. Every day we fear something that we cannot,
dare not face and that is the image we must not see.
If we don't however, see us reflected in an other,
then the end is nigh for all and all of us is night,
unending rather than the heat of the days.
That would surely make us break down,
burned out, too much sun is bad too.
Little too late. Or justin time?
Who can save our selves?
We can with some help,
from the women men
men women jogging
this race, two lines
a finish and end
once Forever 21
forever ever 1
we must find
balancing
checks
tests
trial
verdict
neither guilty
or innocent at all
merely the thin blue line
between two cloudy silver linings
the past the future and the presently
Learn from as many sources as you can, realise that often very imp-ortANT things are missed in the rush to progress rather
than just spending time with friends keeping each other
updated on the waves and ways of the futures
that we create today, created back then
do now still, every moment anew
a new chance to shine
make something
share it out
give love
token
jon
x
whatever i need in the future is anticipated in the now and the world wraps around the present before unwrapping it before my very eyes ;) <5> x
almost no thing seems to be able to damage my calm at the moment, all the so called social bits of me that used to cringe at the thought of the possibility of imminent failure, embarrasment, shame and so often because my rampant imagination and the extreme nature of the cardinal points on my compass meaning I often steer too fast in any direction or too slow, always my pace a dead stop or a full on ahead, waves of current passing under my stern exterior and throbbing bobbing goggling cabin with massive windows out front up top... No thing in between, the out side and the in side of this vessel. One day I shall meet my sister ship, we shall become one fleet and sail off into the sunset together forever. I have an inkling of the design for that navel tattoo, the fortunate floating flotilla of a fun future feeling at times as though it's the ship in which we fight the battle to end all, or find a better solution, preserving the beautiful and the true by escorting them away to a safe haven... I may have already met my siamese twin, in this life, the last or the next <3 br="">
For now I'm cruising for a bruising, needing a safe port of call all over the world for the journey of a lifetime, called, a lifetime. Our longest trip...
Stretching it out in my mind over the course of eons taking in all the sights and other senses that makes for quite a pictorial timeline from start to end.
who knows it may all be the product of a divinely twisted imagination
but that would make sense give that so little does here
where common senses are returning whilst:-
every day something happens you hardly believed was possible last week
the pace of change is so rapid now that the weekends aren't your friends
your friends arent around as much, lots of cancellations privately in pubs
now ya got to look after yourself more don't you think she's looking tired?
everyone is bootstrapping their friends and family, passing it on the lurgy
it's come ashore from the lands of nod on a tidal wave of emotional res-
onance an intergalactic ordinance mapping this environment for battles
finding that it's constantly changing down here, the more things change
the more they stay the same, every facet updating constantly but now
is the time to be doing not thinking, only working out what to do when
it's no longer clearer than the mud we've got stuck an grounded here
let's float ideas that will solve the problem of the ships hulls' caught
fast so that we may never get her free and continue the arks paths
from here to eternity was the original plan only the course altered
on so many occasions to count realistically however the averages
have stayed the same a few higher short term peaks an troughs
the local conditions causing a-cute and sin-chronic perfect storm
rather than the weather of the past that was more in line with
the words of the natural forecast given by the knowing people
later called know it alls who were killed in action by all of us
when we were representing different national teams to now
and went around the world destroying what we didnt know
fearing mightily what we could never understand or grasp
lightly learning and darkly discovering both ends of stories
from the creation myths of past times to the future tales
of writers all over the world but you see the destruction
created as usual much much more in the way of truth
began uncovering it because the killing of our saints
and sinners lead to the production of a new secret.
That of the capturing of our imaginations by force
by those who invaded our collective vision of love
denigrated our connection to nature and saw hu
mankind and womankind as separate for ever.
Described pur unity and the union of all males.
Females Hemales Shemales and Males also.
The four archetypes that set this in motion.
There's four crew members to each ship.
Four elements you must include to live.
Earth Air Fire Water one final one love
There's no guarantee on that token.
So we must believe in our mates.
Hold fast the deck of our ship.
Pack lightly and set course.
Check the charts and sky.
See and feel weathers.
Plan for unexpected,
course corrections,
supplies shopping,
personnel change,
by never holding,
the wheel too,
tightly you,
lose your,
precious,
awaiting,
finally,
a port.
Love.
Jon
x
having a tooth out tomorrow and prepared by wishing ahead of time, so that she can be here when i am waiting for the visit of the fairy of truth.
as prophesaid by the non profit organisation who provide me with tips
an unknown soldier of no fortune at all, my bestest newest oldest pal
these days seem so familiar and so strange and also a little exotic
parts of our past colliding with our future and the present time
as everything collapses down on one side of an equation
and everything else seems to be falling apart the other
e=mc2 energy compressing into a great smoosh
matter and time expanding, there's muchroom
for us to move into once we learn how to fly
into space and the spaces within the empty
the great loves alive and yawning graves
the states of grace we recognise in one
two thirds controlled by the gods
one third now in our dominion
only thing is though we can
alter things at the click of
two fingers on each
of our four hands
hand twins saga
leaving now
all aboard
the ark
love
jon
x
almost no thing seems to be able to damage my calm at the moment, all the so called social bits of me that used to cringe at the thought of the possibility of imminent failure, embarrasment, shame and so often because my rampant imagination and the extreme nature of the cardinal points on my compass meaning I often steer too fast in any direction or too slow, always my pace a dead stop or a full on ahead, waves of current passing under my stern exterior and throbbing bobbing goggling cabin with massive windows out front up top... No thing in between, the out side and the in side of this vessel. One day I shall meet my sister ship, we shall become one fleet and sail off into the sunset together forever. I have an inkling of the design for that navel tattoo, the fortunate floating flotilla of a fun future feeling at times as though it's the ship in which we fight the battle to end all, or find a better solution, preserving the beautiful and the true by escorting them away to a safe haven... I may have already met my siamese twin, in this life, the last or the next <3 br="">
For now I'm cruising for a bruising, needing a safe port of call all over the world for the journey of a lifetime, called, a lifetime. Our longest trip...
Stretching it out in my mind over the course of eons taking in all the sights and other senses that makes for quite a pictorial timeline from start to end.
who knows it may all be the product of a divinely twisted imagination
but that would make sense give that so little does here
where common senses are returning whilst:-
every day something happens you hardly believed was possible last week
the pace of change is so rapid now that the weekends aren't your friends
your friends arent around as much, lots of cancellations privately in pubs
now ya got to look after yourself more don't you think she's looking tired?
everyone is bootstrapping their friends and family, passing it on the lurgy
it's come ashore from the lands of nod on a tidal wave of emotional res-
onance an intergalactic ordinance mapping this environment for battles
finding that it's constantly changing down here, the more things change
the more they stay the same, every facet updating constantly but now
is the time to be doing not thinking, only working out what to do when
it's no longer clearer than the mud we've got stuck an grounded here
let's float ideas that will solve the problem of the ships hulls' caught
fast so that we may never get her free and continue the arks paths
from here to eternity was the original plan only the course altered
on so many occasions to count realistically however the averages
have stayed the same a few higher short term peaks an troughs
the local conditions causing a-cute and sin-chronic perfect storm
rather than the weather of the past that was more in line with
the words of the natural forecast given by the knowing people
later called know it alls who were killed in action by all of us
when we were representing different national teams to now
and went around the world destroying what we didnt know
fearing mightily what we could never understand or grasp
lightly learning and darkly discovering both ends of stories
from the creation myths of past times to the future tales
of writers all over the world but you see the destruction
created as usual much much more in the way of truth
began uncovering it because the killing of our saints
and sinners lead to the production of a new secret.
That of the capturing of our imaginations by force
by those who invaded our collective vision of love
denigrated our connection to nature and saw hu
mankind and womankind as separate for ever.
Described pur unity and the union of all males.
Females Hemales Shemales and Males also.
The four archetypes that set this in motion.
There's four crew members to each ship.
Four elements you must include to live.
Earth Air Fire Water one final one love
There's no guarantee on that token.
So we must believe in our mates.
Hold fast the deck of our ship.
Pack lightly and set course.
Check the charts and sky.
See and feel weathers.
Plan for unexpected,
course corrections,
supplies shopping,
personnel change,
by never holding,
the wheel too,
tightly you,
lose your,
precious,
awaiting,
finally,
a port.
Love.
Jon
x
having a tooth out tomorrow and prepared by wishing ahead of time, so that she can be here when i am waiting for the visit of the fairy of truth.
as prophesaid by the non profit organisation who provide me with tips
an unknown soldier of no fortune at all, my bestest newest oldest pal
these days seem so familiar and so strange and also a little exotic
parts of our past colliding with our future and the present time
as everything collapses down on one side of an equation
and everything else seems to be falling apart the other
e=mc2 energy compressing into a great smoosh
matter and time expanding, there's muchroom
for us to move into once we learn how to fly
into space and the spaces within the empty
the great loves alive and yawning graves
the states of grace we recognise in one
two thirds controlled by the gods
one third now in our dominion
only thing is though we can
alter things at the click of
two fingers on each
of our four hands
hand twins saga
leaving now
all aboard
the ark
love
jon
x
x marks the spot - layered cake - gotta have some onions to face that in the future... ;)
i worked out what x marks the spot means today, and why you would want to put a circle around that shape perfectly surrounding it, creating a field boundary or force line... The x reprsents four lines of thought. Good man, bad man. Good woman, bad woman. Those are the four chambers within the forced field they are captured within. Lovingly Take Advantage of any example from nature and it roughly translates almost perfectly into the story of the old, the present and the nearly new butt Give Us any example ofrom woman and mankind and i can see and have always faced them from the directly opposing position, at war with heaven and hell but loving the earth as it is in reality. That reality is where you go when you learn to actually meditate by not trying to do it, but doing it just, trying all the while in your heart to hold the right coordinates, not the god or devil but us. For as much as the two sides set off using directions written in totally different languages, sitting in the middle is the fish of babel, whose environment was so very different to that of yesterday and today. For one thing, when our fishes start bobbing up for feeding, they can provide us with so much that is lost in the garbled ether that connects the two worlds that collided, in the past the present and the future, still settling down after such an impact. You might say the big bang was felt as a rush for some, an explosion for others, and a damp squib that inexplicably caused the completion of most of the third worlds problems. I'm there with the rest of the population, no longer waiting for someone on either out side to get off their asses, cos it's down to us here to do our own home work x
tarte tart with a hart nd heart strong individualised individuals
i
dont care what you think of me, only what you falsely believe about
yourself and live as your version of the truth of who you are and what
the world is...
When you have spent your life learning from others only and ignoring yourself... Blissfully unaware of the dangers that can bring in later life, or vice versa...
concentrate on you first and others when they need it
then once you've pinged and ponged a microwave beep
you can be assured that this hybrid's gonna run forever
on as little juice as you can find, a little loving care will do
keep everyone else in tip top shape as formless lovelies..
We take whatever shape we are told to by our peers
shame theyve stopped looking over their shoulders
and are focussed only on themselves selfishly
vanity a real problem for the bedevilled
shame a real problem for the godfearing
those who know the truth take da piss of all
because we know that the connections provide
a way to say what you mean, without being mean
a way to mean what you say, without being blunt
it's the middle way, giving the finger to perfection
giving the finger to the devils and gods a nice way
by suggesting that they go fuck themselves today
because tomorrow they will not have the chance
cos we're no longer putting up with either of the
warning shots n shits that are heading fanwards
when they hit and miss and create destructions
and ructions like you wouldn't believe, go your
own way... Don't be swayed, stay true to who
you are, your life, your loves, your opinions
your direction, your intention, my definition
work out what and who you really are then
define those things you wish to improve
and those which you wish to remove
and wonder when they happen as
if by magic, when you give up
stop trying, just do or do not
when you relax, release
go with it not against
it's starting a rock
rolling up and
down hills
gathering
mosses,
greens,
digits,
nlove
Jon
x
When you have spent your life learning from others only and ignoring yourself... Blissfully unaware of the dangers that can bring in later life, or vice versa...
concentrate on you first and others when they need it
then once you've pinged and ponged a microwave beep
you can be assured that this hybrid's gonna run forever
on as little juice as you can find, a little loving care will do
keep everyone else in tip top shape as formless lovelies..
We take whatever shape we are told to by our peers
shame theyve stopped looking over their shoulders
and are focussed only on themselves selfishly
vanity a real problem for the bedevilled
shame a real problem for the godfearing
those who know the truth take da piss of all
because we know that the connections provide
a way to say what you mean, without being mean
a way to mean what you say, without being blunt
it's the middle way, giving the finger to perfection
giving the finger to the devils and gods a nice way
by suggesting that they go fuck themselves today
because tomorrow they will not have the chance
cos we're no longer putting up with either of the
warning shots n shits that are heading fanwards
when they hit and miss and create destructions
and ructions like you wouldn't believe, go your
own way... Don't be swayed, stay true to who
you are, your life, your loves, your opinions
your direction, your intention, my definition
work out what and who you really are then
define those things you wish to improve
and those which you wish to remove
and wonder when they happen as
if by magic, when you give up
stop trying, just do or do not
when you relax, release
go with it not against
it's starting a rock
rolling up and
down hills
gathering
mosses,
greens,
digits,
nlove
Jon
x
i
have to apologise even if it's unecessary, if something is perceived by
me to have hurt someone, usually me as i'm just as self obsessed as the
next woman, oh yeah, or man...
If everyone wants equality, how come you're all doing your best to
tread water? I guess it's cos with the tides going out and in, both
north and south, we are left with a return to our home in the east or
continued exploration in the newly discovered wild wild west... part of the yet unwholly undiscovered country...
So in conchclusion, in a nut shell from the sea shore, i'm hard work disguised as lots and lots and lots of fun. So my smile may be a fixture but it's balancing out with my frown as i work my butt off, to go on creating a new me to fit into a new world and new career.
Not trying to be a heavenly creature or a hellish monster, just be whoever and whatever i am when i delve within to the deepest depth i've ever been, honestly blogging my progress and picturing the scenes for you to imagine. Once we all know there's a third option, well well well, there's a new hole, and it's a goal winning opportunity to take advantage of, so what are we waiting for? I'm in, always was, always will be, always am
What's yours is me, and what's mine is you... When we realise we are one that will make so much sense to a three dimensional platonic solid, turned into a pool of water that can become anything x
I am become enlightened, the future's so bright, I gotta wear shades <%
So in conchclusion, in a nut shell from the sea shore, i'm hard work disguised as lots and lots and lots of fun. So my smile may be a fixture but it's balancing out with my frown as i work my butt off, to go on creating a new me to fit into a new world and new career.
Not trying to be a heavenly creature or a hellish monster, just be whoever and whatever i am when i delve within to the deepest depth i've ever been, honestly blogging my progress and picturing the scenes for you to imagine. Once we all know there's a third option, well well well, there's a new hole, and it's a goal winning opportunity to take advantage of, so what are we waiting for? I'm in, always was, always will be, always am
What's yours is me, and what's mine is you... When we realise we are one that will make so much sense to a three dimensional platonic solid, turned into a pool of water that can become anything x
I am become enlightened, the future's so bright, I gotta wear shades <%
them us and usthemus
theres
us and them but then there's a third force, a unifying one, that takes
all lessons and listens to all tales only to learn from them both, from
the dark and the light, for neither, or either, but both are required
for balance, and balanced creations. The third rock from the sun,
orbited by a moon, is such a place. Wherein souls live together in
imperfect disharmony...
this is all coming out now, the rest will be live it soon once they can be leave it alone and let the third way, the middle men and women, like yourself and myself, reach this conclusion, realise the con and conclude and collude together with the rest of the rainbow warriors and grey wo-ah-men... seen from one side as devils in black sheep meat suits and from the other as gods wolves dressed all in white sheeps clothing..
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Jon Walker we are not going to heaven on earth or hell on earth, cos we're not staying, whoever is left is meant to be here for their own and our good in the long term, when we finally leave school, and it breaks up forever and a day, in other words, it will still be available to those who most need it, i.e. a room of requirement, or mothers necessity lounge, or as some call this planet, the green room
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Jon Walker THEN we shall know the truth, and it will set us free from our old ways, which each of us must individually choose, without any pressure from outside, which is why hating or loving one side or the other is counterproductive, each personality must decide to go on to a new world, in the same place, a tertiary education for all of those in the squeezed middle, not too rich or poor, not to good or bad, just right in fact, for a mission to mars and then beyond... we are those who will risk everything except our souls to live the right way, and show others despite the fact it might be the end of us in either of the two destinations we've always known about. This third way has only existed since some bright spark of creation, thought there might be a compromise commitment, to go to neither the mad house or the sane asylum where all darkness and light get to stay up late or go to sleep all day and all night x glad to see you're recovering, see you in the garden soon, it has a large mansion in the grounds for heavenly pursuits and a dungeon in the deep of the lake to take all our mistakes <5 span="">
this is all coming out now, the rest will be live it soon once they can be leave it alone and let the third way, the middle men and women, like yourself and myself, reach this conclusion, realise the con and conclude and collude together with the rest of the rainbow warriors and grey wo-ah-men... seen from one side as devils in black sheep meat suits and from the other as gods wolves dressed all in white sheeps clothing..
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Jon Walker we are not going to heaven on earth or hell on earth, cos we're not staying, whoever is left is meant to be here for their own and our good in the long term, when we finally leave school, and it breaks up forever and a day, in other words, it will still be available to those who most need it, i.e. a room of requirement, or mothers necessity lounge, or as some call this planet, the green room
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Jon Walker THEN we shall know the truth, and it will set us free from our old ways, which each of us must individually choose, without any pressure from outside, which is why hating or loving one side or the other is counterproductive, each personality must decide to go on to a new world, in the same place, a tertiary education for all of those in the squeezed middle, not too rich or poor, not to good or bad, just right in fact, for a mission to mars and then beyond... we are those who will risk everything except our souls to live the right way, and show others despite the fact it might be the end of us in either of the two destinations we've always known about. This third way has only existed since some bright spark of creation, thought there might be a compromise commitment, to go to neither the mad house or the sane asylum where all darkness and light get to stay up late or go to sleep all day and all night x glad to see you're recovering, see you in the garden soon, it has a large mansion in the grounds for heavenly pursuits and a dungeon in the deep of the lake to take all our mistakes <5 span="">
a crying sham, with no real e - real eyes for the straight guy x
- or as the worlds is now, a crying sham, with no real e, or dear jon letter, at the end of time to eat shit with plus all the static of the ec to plasm-a-screems or hellivisions visionaning a vision of hell which we play over and over with different actors playing the same rolls, 13 in a dirty dozen, a flirty oven, buns on fire, sitting on hot coals, baking, stoned to death if we're not careful, or don't smell the smoke in time or the scent of a rose on the wind, the feeling, being kissed by a rose on the grey ooh
the more you give of you
The stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom of the gray. - Jon Walker im thinkin that thing they always say about time travel and your momma's momma may well be true, although you'd have to live with yourself forever to attain the consequences you deserve
- or maybe i would which is why there's no x in heaven and no y in hell, cromo zone, the Shroomery Chromery, creamery, buttery, wombary, whomary me humous, humouring me, all sweetness and light, all tones and left deft touches, lets go there for a holy day or two or fourever at the last... <3 and="" cud="" eyes="" glow="" godness="" i="" if="" in="" it="" my="" of="" pleased="" rise="" sit="" smile="" span="" sun="" the="" watch="" you="" your="">until hell freezed over last week and we burnt our bridges once more for the second to last times...you'll never know why you are fucked in the ass till you quit hellish behaviourbut you will always see exactly what you did and didn't do to get higherwhatever the price or the gift of giving that keeps on givingthat is free to collector, sent from an old friendto keep the breadcrumbs comingthe pigeon toed wandererswill see their dayin the suntoox
- goodbye... then, shoot a halo my friend well cum home to stay for a bit x
- when we make loveJonx
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