Sunday 14 June 2015

use the force

there is energy all around us, inside us, coming from everywhere, from every moment that was, is or will be and so that is what i imagine coming through me, focussed on whoever has asked to receive it, you don't even have to believe it for it to work its magic and when i do my work i like to see it going everywhere that it is needed, sometimes i visualise the world and everyone in and on it, my words often rhyme like a sonnet, more like a magic spell, a love poem, for all of us to learn and grow and leave our pain behind, this is what you find when you pretend that it is real, that it is waiting for you to pickup like a cosmic delivery, a lovely present for all of us to see, because it's got our name on it but we never knew it was waiting for us until someone said here i love you just because you're you not because you love me, unconditionally + Free Energy Healing is the way forward wherever it comes from maybe it's how you feel when you dance, or sing, when you flow in whatever you are doing, cooking, laughing, or just being with the people you love

Thursday 11 June 2015

i need a weirdo im holding out for a weirdo till the end of the night

so things ive learnt since being around lots and lots of people which is new for me, constantly anyway, as i usually spend time with lots of people fairly rarely and then go back to being a loner in the countryside to recover and well most people are weird there's only a few so called normal folks around and even they are just pretending to be normal, you know wearing smart clothes, looking business like like, putting on a mask, not wearing their heart on their sleeves, there are so many in pain, struggling along, limping or putting on a brave face that it makes me wish them all so much love, in fact i say to them under my breath, all of them, i love you +

back home

i took a short cut
down the middle
of the long road
all the way home
only to find there
all my lost family
all my lost friends
and finally myself

strong light

we have been here so long
that we're used to what's wrong
and forgotten all that is right
because it's hidden in plain sight
hardened to keep us safe not strong
needing to go deep inside to find the light

Wednesday 10 June 2015

Some Different Perspectives On Dance pasted from the internet

Someone posted this to describe why we dance, why we are shamanic, why we are spiritual people dancing and finding our rythym only to find rhythm of the universe
This is why i go where i go, why i do what i do, what it's done to me and much more
" To The Spirit belongs the Dancer "
In addition, dance is a doorway to the soul or `spirit within', and to dance oneself into a state of trance is to connect completely to the healing powers of spirit. It is from these `shamanic' perspectives that some approach The Trance Dance Experience.
Electronic music is modern shamanism; it is the evolution of ritualized drum circles. The music is a key that digital shamans utilize to move, inspire, teach, and heal others
Dance is an art that goes back to the beginning of all people. Across cultures and times, dance has fulfilled a basic human need for creative self expression. Whether you are a professional dancer or a passionate social dancer, dance is likely to have a special place and meaning in your life. Dancing gives us a unique opportunity to tap into our most powerful emotions, to express creativity, and to feel truly alive.
So basically, a psychedelic trance party, is kind of a modern day shamanic ritual that is being held in order to communicate the values of spirituality and oneness in the language of today’s youth. The music is a tool for higher consciousness through which we can commune with the Spirit. Our spirit world reminds us of love, compassion, respect and peace and that is the very essence of psychedelic trance music. It is up to us to keep this Vibe high and protect its purity.
The central idea of psytrance is the union between our collective tribal past and the promise of an enlightened and conscientious technological future. Merging the rational with the romantic, psychedelic trance bridges the gap between different eras of human history. People have been coming together to dance and celebrate since the dawn of time; the psychedelic trance movement simply renews this ancient ritual for the 21st century. While the music can be enjoyed as high-tech ear candy, many adherents consider psychedelic trance to be a way of life—a fundamental element of their identity.
When thought and experience happen simultaneously, consciousness transforms.
Trance Dance is the perfect catalyst.'
As we journey through our own consciousness, we are able to release fixed ideas and open to inspiration. As we step out of the routine and pressures of our daily lives, we give our soul a chance to speak; often revealing life-changing insights. By surrendering to the dance, we allow our bodies the freedom to express unconditionally – without concern for ­­­the judgements or opinions of others. In trusting our own inner journey, we allow our spirit to lead us and to guide us through the deeper places of our psyche, bringing us to a depth of self awareness and understanding.
Dance is clearly one of the earliest forms of worship, as dance and ritual strengthens the ­­immune system of the Earth. we inherently know the joy that comes from moving our bodies and the release that comes. Movement connects us with the rhythm of the universe through breath and the core elements that make up who we are and why we are here (body and soul). Basic movements are the starting point of personal expression as the inner dance is transformed into our life experience. It is a process where we access a deeper wisdom and discover inner dimensions of ourselves. Dancing and movement gets us back in touch with our essence in a very simple, tangible way. It is through which we can attain calm, peace, spiritual upliftment, self-confidence and greater physical energy for ourselves and others. The people we dance and move with become our family and our community, people we can be our true selves around. In this safe accepting, non-judgmental environment we can express
Is psychedelic trance, a ‘tool’ for higher states of consciousness, comparable to other forms such as yoga and deep meditation? How do you look at it in this aspect? Gil: Well, I think that we lived in India so long and did so many practices that we started to see in another way…. We became so Tantric that we even made partying a valid spiritual path…. Although it really is nothing new, as every tribal group since the beginning of time has practiced this ancient ritual in order to go into Trance and commune with the Spirit. We have only redefined it for this age. OM Shri Guru Dattatraya Namah !!! With so many negative roll models all around… on the TV, in the movies, newspapers and magazines… everything glorifying Babylon… we needed to come to the world and speak to the youth in their own language… so that there can be a direct Transmission and another Vision and Vibration be known. Through the Trance Dance Experience hopefully people will become more aware of themselves, their surroundings, the crossroads of humanity, and the needs of the planet…. With that awareness comes understanding and compassion!!! That is the need of the hour and the true Goa Spirit.goa gill
A number of theories have been advanced to explain the importance of percussion in ritual music in general. One line of explanation is psychoacoustic, whereby the tempo of the drum enables the Shaman to enter the desired brain wave state, which corresponds to the number of beats per second of the drum.Did you catch that? “The tempo of the drum enables the Shaman to enter the desired brain wave state....)possess your selfs with the music,,,, this was some diffrent perspectives on the trance dance experience vir cut and paste..nice nice

Saturday 6 June 2015

sub concious super concious

so i woke up with you and me baby aint nothing but mammals in my head and i often know things without knowing how i know, like calling someone baby is a perjorative term but i don't know what perjorative means, my subconcious knows but what of the opposite of that? The superconcious, the bit of us that comes from who knows where, like intuition coming in, inspiration, coming in, where does that come from?  From our super concious, that would be a good way to describe flying high, doing what you're told, by you, the real you, if your subconcious is like a submarine, under the surface, then the super marine spitfire flew high and far and wide and was an awesome bit of kit, try to listen to it, your super self, your higher me, connect to the best of us and let us be who we really are inside and out

doctor who

you've given away your power, 9 times out of 10 you go to your gp so that they can confirm what you already know or suspect, because you don't trust yourself or even if you do, they are the ones who can give you what you want which is medicine, or healing, given that we don't use plant medicines anywhere near as much as we used to, or could, common plantain for instance, grows everywhere, is a great wound dressing and works on so many levels, there are two varieties, the fat one and the thin one, rats tail is the fat oval one, ribwort the thin long one, yeah i know makes no sense to me, but that's scientific rationalism for you, anywhooo im just a natural doc who knows there's answers we are ignoring in our nature, in nature + by the way, it's best lightly cooked like spinach and looks like nothing else try it it's always best to learn from someone who knows but once you know what will kill you or is toxic, virtually everything else can be taste tested to see if it's good +

Thursday 4 June 2015

boom shakalaka shakyamuni

sooooo diddly, didmartians (where i live) and out to all of you, yes im coming from a place that is hard to believe and if i start tallking about the matrix, as a real concept it might turn a few off, or turn heads, but basically einstein said that we are energy, information, and that can never be destroyed, only turned into something else, and, diddly doo, anything wrong with you is just an error in the code, a mistake in the blueprint that brings you into existence and infinite number of times a second, sooo, basically if the energy all around us, inside us, outside this universe was sent to you each one, and to all, the whole world... It rights those wrongs, if you believe it can, you can be healed, completely, having to let go of whatever created the error in the first place, whether that's a mistaken belief, or what you call a genetic disease, if you believe you can be healed or in most cases if you've completely given up hope and are open to anything, the energy of every thing, can help you out. I have been able to send it to invididuals for a while but also my mind is free to send it to the world, to towns, wherever it needs to go, that sounds like a big i am, or nonsense but it's true so there. Personally i spent my whole life with an open mind, and a sceptical one too about all of the stuff hippies have been going on about, and eastern and western, southern and northern traditions also, they speak of things like real magic, real miracles, real healing, and all you have to do is eat right, sleep right, exercise, and close your eyes from time to time and leave this world, by letting it slip away from your concious awareness only for the answer to all your ills to come to you, right there and then. It works! Now I can say that and you can believe it or believe it not, and i really don't want to make comparisons to that fella from two thousand years ago, or even my own personal favourite shakyamuni bhudda, prince siddharta, the guy with his eyes slightly open and a wry smile, in case someone tried to sneak up on him while he was meditating, BUTTTTT, and it's a big but, we are all capable of being our own saviour, we are all capable of creating a better world for ourselves and those we love, and in fact for everyone and everything, all the prophesies coming true, in some way, shape, or (ahem spiritual joke here) FORM! hehe wink emoticon we are merely a form, existing in space, and time, travelling at the speed of light, within a framework which appears to be a three dimensional reality, and whilst this all comes to me i have to write it down, i get nervous around women so there! I'm not gay but i don't mind them either, i prefer the company of men since i am less likely to get my heart broken because i don't want to be with them in that way, so hey ho here we go another stream of conciousness, that is what i am, moving through the air as though it was water, feeling energy around me as i swim eternally smile emoticon heart emoticon + all i had to do was accept my faults and my share of the pain in this world, to be open to certain experiences, do the ground work and the sky work too, have a fucking awful trip that turned out to be my saving grace and you don't need to go that far, or suffer like i did, but trust me i deserved to, and i've paid my dues, i'm still paying for some, like everyone but hey that's life folks

didmartians

sooooo diddly, didmartians (where i live) and out to all of you, yes im coming from a place that is hard to believe and if i start tallking about the matrix, as a real concept it might turn a few off, or turn heads, but basically einstein said that we are energy, information, and that can never be destroyed, only turned into something else, and, diddly doo, anything wrong with you is just an error in the code, a mistake in the blueprint that brings you into existence and infinite number of times a second, sooo, basically if the energy all around us, inside us, outside this universe was sent to you each one, and to all, the whole world, by the time it rights those wrongs, if you believe it can, you can be healed, completely, having to let go of whatever created the error in the first place, whether that's a mistaken belief, or what you call a genetic disease, if you believe you can be healed or in most cases if you've completely given up hope and are open to anything, anything can help you out.  Personally i spent my whole life with an open mind, and a sceptical one too about all of the stuff hippies have been going on about, and eastern and western, southern and northern traditions also, they speak of things like real magic, real miracles, real healing, and all you have to do is eat right, sleep right, exercise, and close your eyes from time to time and leave this world, by letting it slip away from your concious awareness only for the answer to all your ills to come to you, right there and then.  It works!  Now I can say that and you can believe it or believe it not, and i really don't want to make comparisons to that fella from two thousand years ago, or even my own personal favourite shakyamuni bhudda, prince siddharta, the guy with his eyes slightly open and a wry smile, in case someone tried to sneak up on him while he was meditating, BUTTTTT, and it's a big but, we are all capable of being our own saviour, we are all capable of creating a better world for ourselves and those we love, and in fact for everyone and everything, all the prophesies coming true, in some way, shape, or (ahem spiritual joke here) FORM! hehe ;) we are merely a form, existing in space, and time, travelling at the speed of light, within a framework which appears to be a three dimensional reality, and whilst this all comes to me i have to write it down, i get nervous around women so there! I'm not gay but i don't mind them either, i prefer the company of men since i am less likely to get my heart broken because i don't want to be with them in that way, so hey ho here we go another stream of conciousness, that is what i am, moving through the air as though it was water, feeling energy around me as a swim eternally :) <3 +

hi ho hi ho it's off to twerk i go

from a spiritual perspective it's kinda rude to check someone out when they're not able to give you permission, as in a smile, or checking you out back, sooooo i've been working in a job where for the first few weeks i spent most of my time erm following pretty girls around supermarkets, making sure they weren't up to no good oops so maybe i'm having to accept that there's a sexual being in here with the spiritual animal, that there is a time and place for people watching of a certain kind oh who am i kidding, beauty is intoxicating but remember that even if they can't conciously feel yours eyes all over them, they can feel it underneath all the mental chatter, we are spiritual, energy beings with feelings that go far beyond what most would consider as the reality of experience, how's my ass looking in my security guard uniform? i don't know im just stood here twerking all day yay

yahtay as in pate

ok so as i was walking around yahtay,  as in pate, known to most as yate, i felt the energy of the place, as my arms went up and down in unison, palms up as they go up, palms down as they go down, i know of course that most are heavily grounded in their own personal reality, but from above to down low, from the spiritual perspective, their energy is so weak, there is little or no connection, so i always start working from there, to start with, connecting them to the source of it all, connecting them to it from the ground up, from there down, from the ground up, until the energy is strong with these ones and where they are, so as much as i don't like towns as much as where i live, as much as im comfy where i usually am and have always lived, as much as i would like folks to come to me, to work with their energy, its great that i can send it to wherever they are, but basically im gonna have to meet them half way, or the whole way and go to towns to give out energy, personally, to each and every one, how it works best, but hey it works just aswell from a distance and spooks them out even if they believe in it, there really is no distance between us :) <3 +

homemade

as i walk, around my wrists from majorc-a, two friendship bracelets whose tassles hang down, stroking my palms, making me comfortable being touched and i've decided to take down the sign saying 'Keep Off' because the grass here isn't greener it's me that is green with envy, with inexperience of all the best things in life, like having someone to do things with, a close friend like i had before and need again, wandering, buying an ice cream, a book, taking a look around the town, going back to tescos on my day off, thinking about winding up the ex squaddie who i relieve of duty when i'm on, telling him that the sas style desert camo sun hat im wearing is from my time in the forces, that is still classified and i can't talk about NOT but it's fun to be having fun again, spending time with a friend again, spending again, lending again, an ear, money, a smile, taking a while to look around at the world, seeing faces, new places, seeing the journey as more important than the destination and feeling elation in the sun, no less or more than anyone, just being, feeling, breathing slow and deep, letting it all seep inside, and then come out, going to make some homemade chocolate later or tomorrow now, having a life is busy, i can see now why everyone finds it hard to get everything done, remember who they told what, as usual i've written a lot not a little bit, but hey it's cool to have this outlet, it's cool to have bought a tent, going to overnight sleep and feel the cool night air, wake naturally, after naturally feeling sleepy nice and early, see what tomorrow brings, wishing everyone everything their hearts desire +

little voice

i wanna talk about little voice and i don't mean jane horrocks no in this world it's a load of bollocks because we numb ourselves, watch tv, drinkk and do other drugs to numb that little voice, to ignore it, ignore what we know to be true, what we ought to do, ought to be, listen more carefully, intently, intend our day, play, laugh, love, but we don't feel we deserve it why, how, what, when, who?  What told us we couldnt live like this, feel the bliss that is everyywhere, outside coming in, inside coming out, scream and shout, let it on out, let it in, breathe it from within, dance, dream, care, let down our hair, don't let the bastards get you down, turn that frown upside up, lap it up, be the change in your own life and pass it on, come on, folks we can do whatever we wish, make those dreams come true, all of you, why not now?  Show me how little voice, please give me the strength to do what scares me, change the habits of a lifetime, keep on keeping on, keep on little voice, little changes, little steps, the journey of a thousand miles, walk outside my door, feel the earth not a concrete floor, live, laugh, love, give all the crap up, two steps forward, no steps back, feel the love that we lack, all these rhymes that feel so familiar, all the people relative to me, my family, my friends, the ones i dont yet know that i can meet, when i get up, walk out, use my feet, my feelings, my fate, heck my destiny, it's out there, in here, all around, can be found when i listen to the little voice, a little more :) + <3
and not the builder next door breaking up the concrete floor and go out in nature ;) feel the stature, stand up straight, hold my head up high, let the old fly, away and out, scream and shout again, feel again, love and live again ok i will do that little one