expect actions

the disappointment i feel is the disappointment i've caused
the pain i feel is the pain i've caused to myself and others
so in the long run i'm getting exactly what i expected to +

believe believe believe and then leave your believes to know

if you only believe in a god you only believe in a man
if you believe in a goddess you believe in a woman too
by the way look at the word believe weird innit anyway
if you have any sense a woman comes first i believe in u

need eden

going back to the garden
eden is an anagram of need
so here's to not getting what i
want but what i really needed +

for give to for get

forgive to forget because that is why all our joy is hidden by the painful memories we hold on to so i wish for you to forgive everyone to be free +

joyous happiness

pain is a teacher and so is the absence of pain if you let it out only to find that what is left behind was always there a frickin lovely joyous happiness +

each other

i love you and im sorry but it's true you don't really do you i mean look at how many people live as slaves so that you can have all the things made out of stuff that they create for you to consume and then realise you are the problem not the solution so to be the change you wish to see in the world get creative get together to see you already have what you need, each other

escalade

so i've met the goddess, god, the truth of divinity and then well it kind of escalated quite quickly back down to here from there to beginning the first truly loving relationship of my life, er with myself, and now all of you thanks +

respect & gratitude

master yoda said there is no try there is only do or do not and it's taken a while but in the end i realise spending your whole life trying to be ready to DO the things that you have always dreamed of means you get nowhere +so in this respect and with a deep loving gratitude im getting out there

you're the best thing

best thing to happen this week becoming breathless at seeing a red kite overhead on thursday and going out tonight and doing what im told smile emoticon +

i wish

the lessons aren't easy but so worth learning i wish that your dreams come true for all of you and in that way maybe someone will wish that mine do too

one day

one day i will be told what to do more often than what not to do and that will mean that i am not being treated like a mule because im not longer stubborn

Something said to me

Something said to me, I am you and you are me

and it's taken a long time, for you to finally see

beyond all this, there is a much higher reality

another world and more going on to eternity

reaching a point there called perfect unity

built by a shared love, with a community

so you can stop taking life so seriously

this path is for us all to one day see

and that it's all just flowing energy

don't worry for those who blindly

keep on ignorantly mistakenly

saying worse things happen

at sea and yet continually

poison all life recklessly

they will come around

in the end eventually

so just try to be

your best self

selflessly...

i love

you

me

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