insurance job

insurance company quotes a hundred pound more for the next year, i get it down to a hundred less for the next year, then they offer me a hundred less than that by post, their bad, so i get two cheques, one for £1.76 and another one coming for £50 because they mucked up :) + <3 go through it with them, be nice, ask what they can do to bring it down because you would like to stay with them, take an excess, park it on your 'drive' and always always be truthful and kind, basically be a human being so they know they want your money, just less than they were trying to get out of you in the first place :) +

getting 'eaven

an expeditionary force was sent to here from there of course on a mission to endorse the idea of natural laws to you and yours but en route they got tied up in all the customs, dogma and bureaucracy and then the idiocracy of egotistical dominator cultural monopoly and figured if they couldn't beat that then they might aswell join in and that is where it leaves me feeling cold and like i wanna bin all that, go back to find the mystical and magical within, try again to honour here and there and us and me, drop the habits, everything but manners and morals and see what life is like without all the man made he said she said, nonsensical social conventions, platitudes and humouring behaviour to get to the core of what it means to be a human being so that is what i'm doing and i wont apologise for it so there :) +

hey there free people

i was there laying down listening to the sound of the river as it flowed and showed me more because i began to hear the sort of thing that i can say i was not expecting, it was a feminine voice and she sang out above the noise of the rushing water as i drifted off to a fitful but restful short sleep

i dont write so much at the moment because i am tending to find my creativity going into making videos during the day when the feeling takes me that way, and it was all repetitive thoughts here

so as much as i like the fact that i could express things this way, im just not doing that much at the mo

i went on a march (this month)

in support of the nhs, before it gets all privatised i marched in london with other folk
we shared a lot of information, so many socialists, they've got a bad name to me
trying to sell their papers to everyone on the march, on the walk to freedom
as we all are gradually fighting for the fairness we all deserve over time
given the state of the world may be the meek will inherit it all again
because the rich are ruining everything sucking up all wealth
the rest can barely get enough to eat damaging health
what's to be done well i feel it more and more so
i am duty bound to do whatever it is i can
send out love in the spiritual way and
pay my debts off go travelling
thats my current plan
be good and go
come back
love

and to all a good year

you are your body and so much more than what is merely physical for instance what you think and feel is it all a dream or is it real? well for one thing your whole self is your mind not just the brain you think with in fact it's best to see a physical problem as a mental one and reverse your vices because if you suffer mental health issues then they are actually physical issues because your body is your mind and what you put into your body is as important as what your life puts into your mind, from what you consume with your mouth, to what you take in with your eyes and ears and nose and skin, be careful what you are putting in, a rhyme can sound like nonsense but at its heart feel as though it makes a lot of sense, that is what i'm aiming for hence and to put it mildly you need to be more disciplined, but coming from me that is more like an insult to your intelligence ;) as i've been the least courageous and strong all along but now mostly because of circumstance i've taken and am taking a different stance and finding grace, a nicer face and a better feeling inside taking strides to walk another path, just as daft, perhaps even more except i love myself a little bit and the end well that's to be decided yet so many opportunities to fail, to rail against a systems falling on its arse a farce like trump, like Fast and Furious 8, so many jokes on display for us to see what a mystery is unfolding around this crazy world that makes it a good idea for me to be sane no matter the personal cost so that others can let their mental. emotional, physical and spiritual realities show for the good of all of us connected as we are within love :) + <3 peace to all and to all a good day and life and health

Ealing Broadway Station

Healing Broadly Notion

 

if it comes to me for one of you or i've learnt it over the years and distilled it down then it ought to work for the many aswell as the few...

just reaching out helps, go inside the pain, inside whatever it is, deep until you reach the core of it and find... well there's nothing there but a message to get once, say to yourself over and over "pain is an impermanent sensation" its a message that once received is no longer needed, the part just wants to tell the brain that its in pain, the brain once it knows will do something about it but we tell ourselves that we would rather avoid pain so we ignore the message or fear it and numb it with drugs rather than getting it out of the way and finding relief that comes from the healing working BIG LOVE :) + <3 even if doing this takes your mind off the pain, to allow the healing to take over, well we're doing well eh? ;)