forever 21? well only if i can know what i know now and just not be some kind of inhumane creature who hasn't learned to respect her n his creator :) x

since i started having to shave my head for vanities sake and found one less reason to look at my false reflection, still waiting for someone to make my invention of a true mirror, but then the camera obscura was supposed to solve that equation they say the camera never lies, I hasten to butt in, but my pic here is ancient and yet most would say i look exactly the same...

i tend to try to write a nice reply message then find all sorts of the above prose interfering with the simple act of writing a letter, my voice has changed but not audibly, except for more confidence, since i started feeling like i was connected to something bigger.

I'm looking forward to finding something to help us all keep that connection open, clean and clear and under control and learn from others what it feels like tuning to a greater source and strength of signal before i try to improve my reception cos in the past, meeting new people was one of my worst nightmares until they seemed to always know some of my dreams already and could help me work out what they meant for all of our futures. i was crippled for years with no help cos i never told n e one
you know why? because you lie, fob off, and generally destroy creativity
you use it to mask your real faces, your true selves, from the only one,
you really need to show it to, i know why, the others were after you,
they could see you too for they were dark destroyers and feeble,
minding their manners whenever they crossed the paths of,
strangers. Every day we fear something that we cannot,
dare not face and that is the image we must not see.
If we don't however, see us reflected in an other,
then the end is nigh for all and all of us is night,
unending rather than the heat of the days.
That would surely make us break down,
burned out, too much sun is bad too.
Little too late. Or justin time?
Who can save our selves?
We can with some help,
from the women men
men women jogging
this race, two lines
a finish and end
once Forever 21
forever ever 1
we must find
balancing
checks
tests
trial
verdict
neither guilty
or innocent at all
merely the thin blue line
between two cloudy silver linings
the past the future and the presently

Learn from as many sources as you can, realise that often very imp-ortANT things are missed in the rush to progress rather
than just spending time with friends keeping each other
updated on the waves and ways of the futures
that we create today, created back then
do now still, every moment anew
a new chance to shine
make something
share it out
give love
token
jon
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