a gnostic agnostic

i was raised to believe whatever i liked
went to a c of e primary school then to
comprehensive without hymns / prayer
always felt, i was an 'agnostic' though,
i don't know all the words to the songs
no matter now that i'm a gnostic some
one who has a body of knowledge and
i don't have a soul, i am a soul, having
a body for a limited period called life...

accepting that death is inevitable when
this life ends does not remove a need
to feel like ya know what is going on
now and what will go on when it's
all over, it tells me to live every
day as if it was my last and
from now on i hope to
do just that without
fear of failure or
depression or
repression
there's
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