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nothing and no-one to lose and in the past it was my decision to choose to be alone to have no trust and just myself to worry about but there's a whole world out there that feels like it needs to scream and shout and finally go about the tasks that are waiting for us to get creating solutions to our global problems and i'm just one bloke who no longer wants to choke and actually wants to join in get on work hard make friends maybe even have a special connection show affection realise that it might be in my best interest to be loving and grow and i know that what i say seems like it's been spoken before but im a little bit of a whore for the attention of something you dont even believe in necessarily airy fairy scary i try not to be but its going to take each and every one of you to learn the truth before a planet wide transformation can be taken for granted and made true so that's my choice to be one of those saying things that seem mad but it isn't a fad or a trend, some strength i need to lend so that I can highlight where i've been a terrible friend and get better each day, learn to pray and be thankful, give blessings, love, ignore the peer pressure to conform, wear a uniform, buy things i dont need just want, ruin the rest of the planet as it sits on the brink of the sixth great exstinction underway but hey let's go get a takeaway, sit in front of the t.v. that'll do for me, im ok jack, this place is whack and going to the dogs, im just a little frog with big eyes, seeing through the lies, to see more important things than living and dying, getting out there, trying, to do what's right, whether it makes me stand out, makes me see with a second sight, the truth of the world and see that come to fruition, thats my mission, thats why im here, no matter how much time ive wasted, how many times ive got things wrong, im singing a new song, letting go of my fear of trusting others, those who are sisters and brothers of other mothers i love you, let's get together, see what we can do, to make this world a better place and face up to the real reality that is just another aspect of what we think we do and see +