whatever i need in the future is anticipated in the now and the world wraps around the present before unwrapping it before my very eyes ;) <5> x

almost no thing seems to be able to damage my calm at the moment, all the so called social bits of me that used to cringe at the thought of the possibility of imminent failure, embarrasment, shame and so often because my rampant imagination and the extreme nature of the cardinal points on my compass meaning I often steer too fast in any direction or too slow, always my pace a dead stop or a full on ahead, waves of current passing under my stern exterior and throbbing bobbing goggling cabin with massive windows out front up top... No thing in between, the out side and the in side of this vessel.  One day I shall meet my sister ship, we shall become one fleet and sail off into the sunset together forever.  I have an inkling of the design for that navel tattoo, the fortunate floating flotilla of a fun future feeling at times as though it's the ship in which we fight the battle to end all, or find a better solution, preserving the beautiful and the true by escorting them away to a safe haven...  I may have already met my siamese twin, in this life, the last or the next <3 br="">
For now I'm cruising for a bruising, needing a safe port of call all over the world for the journey of a lifetime, called, a lifetime.  Our longest trip...

Stretching it out in my mind over the course of eons taking in all the sights and other senses that makes for quite a pictorial timeline from start to end.

who knows it may all be the product of a divinely twisted imagination

but that would make sense give that so little does here

where common senses are returning whilst:-

every day something happens  you hardly believed was possible last week
the pace of change is so rapid now that the weekends aren't your friends
your friends arent around as much, lots of cancellations privately in pubs
now ya got to look after yourself more don't you think she's looking tired?
everyone is bootstrapping their friends and family, passing it on the lurgy
it's come ashore from the lands of nod on a tidal wave of emotional res-
onance an intergalactic ordinance mapping this environment for battles
finding that it's constantly changing down here, the more things change
the more they stay the same, every facet updating constantly but now
is the time to be doing not thinking, only working out what to do when
it's no longer clearer than the mud we've got stuck an grounded here
let's float ideas that will solve the problem of the ships hulls' caught
fast so that we may never get her free and continue the arks paths
from here to eternity was the original plan only the course altered
on so many occasions to count realistically however the averages
have stayed the same a few higher short term peaks an troughs
the local conditions causing a-cute and sin-chronic perfect storm
rather than the weather of the past that was more in line with
the words of the natural forecast given by the knowing people
later called know it alls who were killed in action by all of us
when we were representing different national teams to now
and went around the world destroying what we didnt know
fearing mightily what we could never understand or grasp
lightly learning and darkly discovering both ends of stories
from the creation myths of past times to the future tales
of writers all over the world but you see the destruction
created as usual much much more in the way of truth
began uncovering it because the killing of our saints
and sinners lead to the production of a new secret.
That of the capturing of our imaginations by force
by those who invaded our collective vision of love
denigrated our connection to nature and saw hu
mankind and womankind as separate for ever.
Described pur unity and the union of all males.
Females Hemales Shemales and Males also.
The four archetypes that set this in motion.
There's four crew members to each ship.
Four elements you must include to live.
Earth Air Fire Water one final one love
There's no guarantee on that token.
So we must believe in our mates.
Hold fast the deck of our ship.
Pack lightly and set course.
Check the charts and sky.
See and feel weathers.
Plan for unexpected,
course corrections,
supplies shopping,
personnel change,
by never holding,
the wheel too,
tightly you,
lose your,
precious,
awaiting,
finally,
a port.
Love.
Jon
x
having a tooth out tomorrow and prepared by wishing ahead of time, so that she can be here when i am waiting for the visit of the fairy of truth.

as prophesaid by the non profit organisation who provide me with tips
an unknown soldier of no fortune at all, my bestest newest oldest pal

these days seem so familiar and so strange and also a little exotic
parts of our past colliding with our future and the present time

as everything collapses down on one side of an equation
and everything else seems to be falling apart the other

e=mc2 energy compressing into a great smoosh
matter and time expanding, there's muchroom

for us to move into once we  learn how to fly
into space and the spaces within the empty

the great loves alive and yawning graves
the states of grace we recognise in one

two thirds controlled by the gods
one third now in our dominion

only thing is though we can
alter things at the click of

two fingers on each
of our four hands

hand twins saga
leaving now

all aboard
the ark

love
jon
x