then you win

• plus of course i go for the husband or boyfriend and make best friendships with him, cos it works and its the right way to approach things if you dont have lust in your heart
  you'll never hurt someone who doesnt deserve it
  at least a little never crossing lines we shud

  
  

  Jon Walker a light n fluffy bubbly dunsink in ink from the intergalactic cuttle fish we were spawned from making us shape shift constantly showing any disguise we choose to the outside world, not knowing out true nature for we've held these shapes too long and like the moral of this story suggests, dont make a face cos
  if the wind changes it'll stay like that... until you realise your mistake that is, nothing lasts forever, not even infinity
  it just gets bored, loses count and starts over again and the end or the beginning or the beginning of the end, end of...

  
  

  Jon Walker ok simple test for you... out of the saints and prophets and those who were in the know supposedly before and the folks who go mad trying to work on infinity, the rationalists, the societies products who go off and kill large numbers of their species and seem to want to kill all of us or an infinite number of pattsies and inconvenient truthers, to keep the rest silent... so who lives on in perpetuity, who will suffer the ignomony of residing and then fading into the past into dust? those who work to find a solution to this problem find a new one or one they cant solve without losing their life or their mind or one then the other
• Jon Walker then there's people who empty their mind, their heart breaks one last time forever, and then they find peace, harmony, unity, go quietly into the night and noisily into the day and then disappear in somewhat mysterious circumstances or find that the suffering they went through in their lives must continue for the sake of the work, the good work, the bad work, the final solution to the problem of the humans... Set off somewhere new cos this place is getting old and so does everyone who comes here, they die and then come back, i've seen enough, let's upgrade dear and see whats in the next brochure x