WOW
err sorry just patting myself on the back, you see no-one else ever has, or rarely. I fucking needed it you bastards! ;) I needed a lot of encouragement and the feeling of backup behind me, to know I could go out in the world with some confidence rather than a total front, like most men. Or boys... I haven't met many men or women as it goes, lots of boys and girls of all ages after childhood. When they reached puberty however they were simply allowed to carry on as before until their 16th or 18th birthdays, like there's a one size fits all policy on growing up. Then you get drunk although you've been doing that for ages, since we do what we see not what we are told. We learn from our parents not to be emotionally honest, we hide our feelings, our thoughts even, because to utter anything shocking or true would just go against the grain surely you can't be serious?!?! I am etc etc etc :) x
My case was only a problem because I was premature and didn't bond with my mother, like they inherently don't these days let mothers spend anything like as much time with their children in hospital still...
A mother knows.
If she doesn't, then she wasn't raised right herself.
Some women just aren't meant to be mothers, but they usually know that before it happens.
We all know much more than we let on, we all know the truth, about ourselves, and others.
You would rather live in ignorance because it is easier now, and far tougher in the long run.
Cos you weren't raised right either, but then no-one has been for many thousands of years.
Well, I say no-one. There have been a few, and lots of people coming somewhere close.
You see the truth of everything can never be hidden because it is the basis of everything.
Doesn't that make complete sense, or rather a theory of everything? Am i famous now?
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if it aint broke dont fix it, ER IT'S FUCKING bROKE!
I've been banging on aboot the (check this video and you will see what I mean about nationalities...) ;)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJOdpwL6X6A
banking system and the reasons why we keep and will keep having massive financial crises around the world.
There is no such thing as a country, or nationalities, there are only people living on a planet or don't you get that?
I can see I'm going to have to continue dumbing myself down to get the message through here we go again happy as can be, all god friends and jolly god company... only we're not there's loads of little devils running around causing havoc and chaos. Chaos i can handle but not havoc, that's going too far and it seems to me that if everything is in balance and I know and feel that it is becoming so within me, then there are some seriously evil fucked up people that we've never heard of yet, who have been around for a long time and so have their dynasties. When we fear the worst all the time, some of those occasions it is for a good reason, that there is something unnatural or evil or dark going on, the rest of the time it's just your i'm-AGINATION.
Everything after the end of the last ice age has been a fiction, all recorded history is a farce written by idiots and dark types with dark desires and who have lost their battle with the temptation to do dark deeds. There are two voices or temptations, two types of inspiration, two modalities, two m.o.'s
A good wolf and a bad wolf.. only which is which. Which instincts are good and which bad? And how will I know the difference. Listening. Hearing. Going with them both works of course at first it's much easier to distinguish the difference. If you are taught to listen to your intution at a young age, of course it is only women who have that ;) men have it equally although emotionally it is more difficult because men are emotionally crippled brought up to be strong and not show weakness. That's cos we started fighting about who owned what when we settled down. There were fewer and fewer women in their rightful places in so called civilised society any more because men had dominated a world with no compassion only greed and the misuse of force. I haven't been in a fight in years,I've broken up a few mind. I will kill someone if they come to me with a murderous intent if i had to i would defend myself to the ultimate extent possible. I've trained precisely for that day but i have also taken an indepth first aid course and am becoming a healer. I have good instincts when it comes to that and little or no interest in fighting. All of the skills and reactions are stored within me, like the ability to make fire.
They are learn-ed. For exactly when they are need-ed most.Would I be able to do that though? I hope I never find out for your sake.
Settling down means dying a little each day, unless you've retired it isn't a good idea.
A rolling stone gathers no moss... just a little whenever it stops somewhere on route downhill.
We are all going downhill every day anyway, from
birth to death, cradle to yawning grave.
Why fear what must happen?
What of the unknown?
It's not unknown.
Just ignored.
Listen in.
To your hearts desires and make sure they are the right ones not the wrong ones, you can tell the diference because once in a while they scream out loud, then do that from then on, as much as you can.
Remove yourself from the environments that make you sick or tired or sick and tired.
Of just repeating the same mistakes again. If that won't do, change where you are.
Change it for the
better or the worst
but don't die of apathy like your mothers and fathers, your
brothers sisters, cousins uncles aunties and friends.
Get up on your feet, walk a mile in your shoes.
That should stop you from expiring early.
NEVER WEAR SUNSCREEN.
It's poison to your whole
body through your skin.
That
breathes with you when you work out what you should
be doing with your life and get on with that
dont you feel suffocated?
by your own needs and greeds?
It's not rocket science, in fact only rocket science is...
i·mag·i·na·tion (
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n.
1.
a. The formation of a mental image of something that is neither perceived as real nor present to the senses.
b. The mental image so formed.
c. The ability or tendency to form such images.
2. The ability to confront and deal with reality by using the creative power of the mind; resourcefulness: handled the problems with great imagination.
3. A traditional or widely held belief or opinion.
4. Archaic
a. An unrealistic idea or notion; a fancy.
b. A plan or scheme.
Nations like everything else here, were originally just the mental construct, or image of a notion.
Imagine that nations weren't important anymore. OH THEY ARENT! I've met enough people to know that there a fiends and friends everywhere in the world just waiting to be discovered by us all so lets go looking.
Hide and seek. Now it's God's sides turn to go seeking rather than the other way around.
98. 99. 100. Here we come ready or not. You naughty dark intending bastards.
(a play of children, in which some hide themselves, and others seek them.
Love
Jon
x
If you daydream or dream or nightmare something shocking or seemingly unnatural that is a good healthy thing, it means you are clearing out the things that aren't good for you or for anyone else, those dark desires and freaky thoughts that we have from time to time about doing something dark or frankly almost unforgiveable... cos everything can be forgive if not forgotten, why forget the lessons that you need to learn completely until youve learnt them completely?
if you let those things and thoughts and dreams become fantasies, thats step one...
if you let those fantasies play out in your mind, or you go any further than changing them to something positive instead that's step two...
Now you will act them out... STEP THREE AND THE CONCLUSION
This pattern is how every life takes one path or another...
Choose your path, don't feed the evil wolf inside you,
feed the good.
Love
Jon
x
still less words than most women take to explain something, you see we do things the other way around, i tell the details as a story and the ending as a detail at the end like women do. Men tell the story as a detail with a punch-line at the end to ensure they get their point across, if not an arrow of truth then a spear of lies of some kind. We find it easier to go straight to the point cos we've had more practise of doing things that way around, not much, women are far hardier fighters and have so much more stamina in most situations. Women will put up with things that a man never would cos we're basically not as good as you, that's child bearing for you, improves one half of the population, because of course a mother can have another, and that's gonna make you more than the some of your parts x
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