i own less and less living this life less ordinary, less normal... ;)
there are a lot of people in this world doing very bad things...
maybe we should get angry and become like them, or sad...
lots of people would like to take the fight to them, kill them.
to that i add a quote from one of my favourite films :-

Jason Bourne: You killed Marie.

Ward Abbott: *You* killed Marie. The moment you got into her car. The moment you entered her life, she was dead.

Jason Bourne: She wouldn't want me to.

[in reference to Marie, as he stands over Abbott with a gun in his hand as if to kill him]

Jason Bourne: That's the only reason you're alive.

She wouldn't want me to, a living love, something you need to share with others.
That makes you respect all life, especially those that need it the most, the love.
They fear it, they fear losing the love they have that comes from others.
They don't have any for themselves, it doesnt start with them it ends.
They receieve constantly, taking not giving anything, consuming.
Not creating, look at James Bond and Jason Bourne f.y.i.
Bond is a dinosaur, misogynist, cheating gynecologist
only goes for married women cos they are safe,
he can't have them, he doesn't want them
for the long term just today. He refuses
to get hurt ever again, Jason Bourne
has morals, the damage he has
lived through hasn't made
him less human, less
humane, it's created
a man, ho hum,
fee fi fo fum,
i smell the blood of an englishman, boiling as he lies and creates along with his establishment all the problems on top of the ones that were there already.
Nothing ever gets resolved, there's always a new threat to face, created.

Bourne is looking for closure, to make it quite clear the error of their ways.
Show the world that he isn't a monster, no he is a loving human being
Destroyed, broken down, built back up in someone elses image
Well why don't you look for yourself in a different mirror
the mirror of erised, the reverse of your desires
your needs not wants, your likes not dislikes
your loves not hates, you're enchanted
listening to the beat of another's
song, dancing to their tune
whats is yours? listen
in the your music
by switching off
theirs, the t.v.
the news
ignore
look for yourself what the world is really like not what you are told

enchanted, in chanting the same hymn sheet they are creating
you are creating the blueprints in your mind for a world
nothing like the one you know you wish to live in
make a spell for yourself, a time when you
can live differently, a second, a minute
and hour a day a week then longer
gradually removing your self
your dreams, your ideas
your way out of this
to loving your life
and everyone
in it the
same
Love
Jon
x

en·chant (n-chnt)
tr.v. en·chant·ed, en·chant·ing, en·chants
1. To cast a spell over; bewitch.
2. To attract and delight; entrance. See Synonyms at charm.