Monday, 23 June 2014

i was going to avebury i was coming home again

went to avebury a broken man but on the mend
this year on my own without my usual friend but
that means i can meet the new ones and oldies
the random aquaintances people i know a lil bit
i felt as though energetically i am a virgin again
the butterflies in my stomach not felt for years.
As though my love was something around me,
just around the corner waiting to say hi there.
Felt deeply within coursing through my veins
in the very air I was breathing gaining relief,
confidence an' a little voice saying don't go
come back don't leave yet, stay a lil longer
but maybe I was panicking, dehydrated a
good decision with some recriminations
ultimately it's now or never, stay there
forever or leave it to go home finally
after a day and a night celebrating
the end of one day and beginning
of a new one dawning brightly for
me if not for everyone on earth
One friend said I was a ghost
I saw the pale faces of many
who appeared more dead
than alive the longest
day taking its tolls
I am alive again
felt love again
more healing
to go now
love
x

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