Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds

I intuited information some of which seemed familiar from experiences I have had in the past.

It felt, seemed as though there is some kind of connection between the divine feminine and masculine, between those two energies, that hints at twins, a familial connection, incest.

In fact it is quite likely that the first human being, the first modern human was a freak.

A difference in the children of one mother, that meant a genetic change happened.

That was then passed down the line throughout the history of the species.

For me the feeling was that of good and evil, being a choice.

When tripping it often comes to a point where things can go wrong, turn nasty, my choice is love.

I focus on love, in my heart and things go well, go right, go in the right direction.

I was lead there, on the bank at avebury, very calm and relaxed, looking across the way, letting thoughts, emotions come through me, whether coming in from somewhere else, from deep within, expressed emotions that were held deep inside, I don't know, I cried quite a bit, a dog made me weep.

Lots of things brought forth a response from me, I thought about someone I love, but am not with.

I thought about people from the past, loves, those I was fond of, people in my family, friends.

I thought about so many things, and on the way home still in that frame of mind, I loved everyone I met or saw, I smiled, I tried to carry that deep loving feeling with me from the stones.

Now it's quite possible that what I have been doing over time is taking things, and taking things that I learnt from those experiences seriously, in that I assumed the information that came to me was true.

That I was learning about the external world such as it is.  Learning about the cosmos, the makeup of the universe around us, learning from it's deepest secrets, learning more because I asked to know.

As it is, I know that there are aspects of my most recent experiences that I've come to doubt.

The feeling though at the time, yesterday for hours on end, that I was being vindicated.

That the connection, the energy I had felt before was back, albeit with some help.

So I have to question, whether I can get there without any help, from now on.

However I must say it was a privilege to meet some amazing people again.

I hope that all this spiritual stuff isn't just the emperors new clothing...

Some kind of ancient superstition, passed from father and mother.

Coming down to us from word of mouth, given life by us.

No I hope so much that at least some of it is true.

Because if there isn't a spiritual revival, a rebirth of spirituality, a chance for everyone to connect to each other, to feel that for themselves, without the need for religious dogma and divisive sectarianism, then we are dead.

The planet will go on, cockroaches will survive, but mankind?  Probably not, maybe a few in a bunker, maybe using technology some could live on, but the life we will lose, the other creatures, the ecosystems we are destroying right now, the species that are going extinct,  it's heartbreaking.