parvati

when im cooking, using my intuition, it's a bit like having my ancient asian grandmother parvati, whispering to me, add some curry powder to that fish, add some chilli to that salad dish, i mean no disrespect to you amma, but you haven't been around for a long time, in fact all my ancestors are english or welsh up to a point but the feeling is of being gifted information from someone from north east india

when im healing, i tend to start, by repeating some words, that feed my heart, i've learned them over time from within and from places and people without, i whisper these words too and they go like this, let energy flow from the source of all creations, unlimited, infinite, unconditional loving energy, flowing into me, going wherever it is needed to heal, so that i can feel, filled up to the brim, to overflowing, and then choose where it's going, by being grateful it makes space inside for even more to keep on coming, and then i ask if it's in the highest good, if i should, send it out to whoever comes to mind, whoever has asked for it, but let's not confine it, when i come to see the barriers and limits are only within me i can set it free, i can visualeyes the entire world, the entirety of all creations, all time, all life, from before, from now and from the then yet to come, send the energy back out to itself with love, the intention is to heal, to ground it from the sky, to raise it up from the earth, to make a connection, to be a comsic fuse, well what have you got to lose, nothing and everything to gain, so whether it's everyone and everything or just you, it's true, it's out there waiting, no more hesitating, burning through my doubts and fears, setting my intention for the coming years, to be a source of love in this world and the next x <3 :)