true humans

in the only true human societies, the tribal ones where a boy physically but much
more importantly PSYCHOLOGICALLY becomes a man by facing the trials
most of what i am going through now would have been done and dusted
unfortunately in our so called culture we don't face ourselves by being
alone for any period of time and often we aren't socialised because
of stereotypes and prejudices that keep us apart make us leave
others out in the cold rather than giving them a warm hug
this world makes me sick and the people in it more so
because we don't grow and change we try to stay
the same whilst calling ourselves adult humans
most only face the truth in a single moment
right before death and it's such a shock
that it can cause tremors throughout
the time space continuum that can
still be felt most strongly now...
So if im making mistakes and
trying to learn from them
each time they come
around it's because
what goes is what
is given and that
comes round
again soon
here so i'm
a sorry excuse for a human being and i blame no-one
because i've decided to take a stand and say NO
to the way things were to make them not how
they should be but could be, i hope will be
the way, the truth, the light banishing
shade, shadows, ignorance mostly
my own
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