listing things that made me question all, then believe in more.
swirly whirly white energy thingy on a photo i took at avebury
strange coincidences that felt like much more, synchronicities
feeling the presence of divinity while alone on a mountain top
meeting people once i pushed through my fear of dying alone
tapped someone on a shoulder psychically them feeling it too
meeting people that said strange things that felt true to them
knowing that others could accept me for who i really am wtf?
got some kind of fluey lurgy thing at the moment yuck cough
my priorities have changed from merely surviving to thriving
all of the above and so many more things have happened so
i know there is more to life than whining, women and songs
as scared as i am right now to push on through, go forward
there's no going back as comforting as the old certainty was
i'm uncertain about almost everything, confused all the time
like a dog shaking because you're trying to change it's ways
this isn't easy and i get the feeling i've failed before aplenty
what i've been told about my palms where there's crosses
suggests i've been around the block circled the mortal coil
many times before and been burnt at the stake, as a here
tic as a true believer in a world of lies and false flag fakes
that's how i feel about times gone by a cathar, montsegur
avebury, these places called and continue to speak to me
trying to get through to someone who wasn't listening up
im listening and learning finally and my old instincts keep
making me want to curl up and die rather than keep on,
making the same mistakes again how do i know which
way to turn? All i know is i've met some people i love
and all i can do from now on is commit to learning
and loving them not for who they are but what
they represent, they represent a divine love
that i am still skeptical of because of my
fear
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