afinity

self taught massage from the root of a natural affinity and ability and yearning which became pressure point healing revealing more and more possibilities so that it soon turned into the lightest touch my visualisations are of you completely well, physically resolved evolved and as my hand lays on you i see it all golden energy and light where shadows and emptiness prevailed before whether old or new damage or unease which doctors call disease or injury whatever it is it's all the same to me so as i was going to write this nicely it seems as though everything has to be a riddle otherwise it would be too easy for you to work it out and there would be no sense of achievement, i would be ruining a surprise of cosmic significance which we all want to enjoy discovering at our own pace so i try not to trace the tracks of my tears or yours and just see you as i wish it all to be, lovely, loving, loved, perfectly resonating joyful expressions of pure love and this sounds like nonsense it doesn't come out in the right order like yoda words go the way around they feel right not how they are meant to be said and yes ive held back because i must ive pushed ahead because i must ive set myself apart because i must ive finally felt my heart fixed and bust and bursting at last apart so that it can connect with every bit of energy around i felt my crotch become a whirlpool as i fell into the love that exudes from every pore of the skin of this reality when you finally connect to the good in you and others and love