spirituality and the new age and the old world and the new world and all that stuff - is it good or bad?

So I write the stuff I just wrote and then I see this and get turned all around, thinking maybe the bad stuff in the world is to wake us up, give us a reason to fight the fear inside us, give us a reason to live

To turn things around for the future, it's hard to see the reality or at least what it looks like becoming

And then see and hear and try to think along the lines of the new age spirituality, it's a tough one

Someone I love said this:-   Hate is good... hate is a driving force towards changing things.

And then someone else I love says this:-

but its such a "low vibration" and hate can be a driving force but it is also very tiring let alone the tension it causes in our many bodies esp the mental and emotional bodies and how out of synch our bio rythyms can become very drained thus i agree it can be a key to that situation but there are still many others available if more than anything (real) fear is a good driving force because without fear how can we ever go beyond our boundaries of security and gain the insight and strength to overcome these with real fear seemingly impossible things can become possible or in other words danger conciousness can be a very powerful thing depending of our self mastery in handling this place of power but nurturing this fear with the tenderness off love so we stand strong in this place and can teach us to have courage to stand in our fear over coming our boundaries evolving through love is still a part of it therefore we remain heart centred even through the most challenging times ... and tbh why are you even wasting your time projecting negative energy to a field of conciousness that feeds of negative energy surely ur just adding to the crap that is already working under the scenes no point staying in and wasting time talking about all these but at the same time it is important to address these things and share but why not not spend every day of your life reading n reading n reading about these things to the point where your cauldron of hate is bubbling over causing to act from a place of fear really ina sense why not absorb something more beneficial for your conciousness so future experience can grow and blossem from the seeds you plant within now its a new age man im getting bored of this humanity is enslaved shit yes it may be enslaved but only if u believe you are enslaved we our each our own unique individual concious expression of creation when we are awake but also asleep u still have this uniqeness within and nothing can own that unless you let it or acknowledge this i say we are free and will always be free just depends and lots is going on behind the scenes in the house of light aswell much is in plan we are patient in our work but we are making progress even if its slowly we awaken others we are still taking one step at a time and getting one step closer to our goal have u been lookin in the sky really late at night theres been lots of cosmic stuff going on in the sky u ever seen two stars become connected by a massive white beam of light then the other star get sucked into another star its joined to by a massive white beam of light or the amount of ships flying around n asteroids flying past we have more help coming everyday more light workers being incarnated at this time than ever instead of teaching them old paradigm a new way of teaching younger generations is coming into play i met a 5 year old the other day who could making random crystal grids and tell u exactly how they function n what they do and what this grid he has made does absolutely incredible seeing the gifts our more important focus is on its upo to us to teach them so they can be the new paradigm anyways enough of this if i carry on il channel pages of words that u probably may not even bother to read love n light stay positive n stay blessed we are abundant children of creation when u can spiritualise your material selfs to high vibration and maintain this we can materialise our spiritual needs 

That was written by a friend, I'm pretty sure he wouldn't mind me posting it as it's the sort of truth he's always coming out with, that makes the spiritual perspective so difficult, it says transform yourself, internally, it almost suggests that the bad is for a reason, it almost suggests it's being worked on, that the future is bright when it's so hard to see a bright future for us all, when the mirkiness is so thick, and hard to see beyond, the growth of the population creates so many issues for us now...

And here I am struggling to maintain a sense of where and what I ought to be doing, feeling bad because I owe money to people, knowing I need to work hard, get a normal job, support my folks, do all the usual right things as seen by the majority, so I'm going to save up like stink and say no to chance to have fun and try to create a future for me where I can pick and choose my options...

Harsh but the reality is that the world we live in as it is seen by most is a physical plain, just a world with no real magic of any kind just illusory entertainment, just stories for the kids, fantasies.

The magical things that have happened to me, I wouldn't be without as long as they were real.

If they were my own imaginations, if the energy i was giving out, if the healing I was doing, if that all turned out to be my own creation internally with no valid external source or destination?

Then I would suffer the consequences of having believed my own fantastical rhetoric.

Darn it
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