had a fucking awesome evening and was put on the spot to say the closing prayer and went off somewhere in the energy :) + <3
the reality of spiritual experience and connection to unconditional love is far better than any dogma, or denial, i was always an agnostic i believed, no FELT there was something out there but did my darnedest to numb myself to what i knew was true when i was a kid because i wanted to fit in, into a world destroyed by those who do not care, i was made to care or face destruction, face the hurt i was causing others and now i know better, just like i did back then, when i felt energy between my hands as a youngster, when i saw a shadow on the ceiling come down to meet me, when i spent hours alone in the woods taking to and talking to nature, and shouting out my fears and tears and anger only to come home with the solution to all my problems or at least less of them, we all face this choice, do we numb and sit on our bum, do we experience the magic at festivals and then go back to the 'real world?' or do we live in the hyper real, the truly real world all the time and shun and leave behind the old world, the world of lies, the world of destruction of nature, of our true selves, the world that has brought nature to her knees and us with it, finally staring into space and asking why? Only to receive an answer that the modern technological world says is nothing but dreams, imagination, mental illness, because a logical rational mind cannot comprehend the true experience of life that is love :) + <3
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