oh you can just go to heaven!

when i was alive before i was born i chose this suicide mission knowing the odds were stacked against me that i would realise who i was and what i was supposed to be doing before the whole thing was over, only this time it's forever because it's on its way out of favour, there is too much energy looking for reparation or redemption so in this hellish and heavenly place more like a holiday resort than a prison reform school as it ought to be thought of, so if we remember we can change things