blissed out

here was a moment when I knew that I would have to accept my fair share of everyone else's pain, take that on and only then after suffering in silence for a little while, did I start to feel a great and pure love, years of angst, turned into real joy x My body convulsing, receiving short sharp shocks, orgasmic instants of bliss as I had my life force jumpstarted and realised how much love I was missing out on x