live forever

yeah been becoming an enlightened avatar of the gods, it was a C130 transport task (herculean effort) on my part although actually nowhere near as painful or difficult as one might imagine going to hell and back on a regular basis would be. I was born and lived in heaven on earth until i met other people. They lied and cheated and abused my trust and physically mentally emotionally spiritually damaged and hurt me because I was different, because deep down their own fragile human heart was seeing my truth and finding it disgusting, distasteful and shaming for them.

I can keep on butting heads with people who dont know the bad news

YOU'RE IN HELL ON EARTH NOW

or just go with the flow and heal those who already believe that we are

GOING TO HEAVEN ON EARTH

just by waking up each morning and seeing what's changed not looking
for the same things every day, especting the same old shit and never being disappointed cos it's the different day same olf shit, repeating
your psychotic loops, come on doing the same things expecting different
results? no scientist would do that would they? unless they were sure of
their theory to such an extent, sure where they were, who they were
that their ego would be huge, oh yeah that's women and men then

You're ego is massive, your heads the size of planets with a tiny little body
just big enough to hold your soul, or at least your part of it, you see your soul isn't yours to buy or sell, no it belongs to another, half of you, no not
your other half in this world but your counterpart in another world apart

i'm gonna wait to meet mine, but in the meantime love everyone the same
no romantic love cos thats a shambles of a shame of a sham, a lie line
you fuck someone for years and moan about them behind their back
thats not love, you stood in a building in white and lied to gods
and then wondered why your life turns to shit cos you went
back on your word, it doesnt mean much does it? say one
thing do another, no wonder no-one wnats you around
why youve got no real friends if you ever had any
i didnt i didnt open up my self i let others rule
what i did, what i thought, what i said
so now i dont, im individualised
one person amongst the many
the needs of the many outway
the needs of the few or the
ONE so this ONE will do
whatever it takes to
make this world
anew for you
if i die i will
only ever
live for
ever
jon
x