Being a Lover, in and of life. Heroes & The Blessing Way.

I am a problem solver by nature we all are.
I can't help seeing how good you could be.
Because I already know how good you are.
I saw a good heart and such love there.
Forgive me for getting carried away.
I can't wait to see who you'll be.
Doctors make the worst patience.
(and puns) I'm supposed to be,
patient until I'm cured.
Once and for all.
Healed by you.
You by me.
By Love
Jon
x


Once i've found something beautiful about you that's all I ever see, and you only ever

get more attractive I don't look for faults they're for you to know and tell me about,

so that I can disagree ;) I have to be hard on you from time to time, and I'd expect

nothing less for me from you aswell in deed. I meant what I said whatever it was at the

time and still do now, otherwise I couldn't always say what I mean now or have said what

I meant, then.

Religion is fine if you like that sort of thing.

Me I believe in nature, myself and the people I trust and love, oh and I meditate on

being inside a golden egg of energy and then my mind encompasses everything that ever

was, will be or is and drawing the unconditional love of the entirety of it all I send

it out through my crown and tail bone firing from within me slowly accelerating into the

atmosphere and the core in all directions like the epicentre of a love earthquake and

forcefield, a nuclear explosion in time and space but not to matter. Encompassing the

earth after landmasses, island, shire, village, home, family and first me, travelling on

out to stretch and engulf the cosmosses? cosmoses? the cosmic light that feeds me sweet

energy from everywhere... In a feedback loop of love unconditional, here ya go muah x

<3

Understanding isn't always easy in fact it's the mis'ses not the hits that we need to

focus on and wonder why and how to get along rather than the easy road of avoiding

someone you see as difficult or just not your type of person. Eventually you find

something either so bizarre that you have in common or that being around them makes you

feel uneasy for all the reasons that they nor you really don't want to admit. They're

so like you at heart in all the best ways that it seems untrue to be apart :)

Shelter Water Food the drives are the same the world over the rest is history.

Once you give more than you take you get more than you could ever wish for.

Switch your life to a version where you win less often but take part more.

You be surprised what would happen if you gave yourself another chance first.
And then saw what happened when you stopped seeing people as who they were.
Don't think when was the last time they? Start looking at who they are.
Be positive that you know yourself before you have a pop at others.

Making people self concious would be a good thing right now. Have a word with yourself.

So I'm looking into body, mind, soul, spirit, whatever you Associate yourself with.
For me it's all of those and much much more, without boundaries it's all there.

I feel about the time right now that there's a lot of people feeling down that the world

might end this year or something like that. I don't see it as being that bad an idea.

We should sink or swim or we shouldn't be in the water in the first place.

This world that we live in now will either go out with a bang or a whimper. I prefer the

whimper now and the bang later but maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, and soon for the

rest of your lifes... Things will change, they are very rapidly now, and quicker still

until it's possible that everything that ever was, will be and is today will occur at

once and every disaster, everything that can go wrong will, every utopian paradise will

exist simultaneously and everything inbetween. In effect we'll be travelling to every

moment in time simultaneously and then the decision will need to be made. Where do we

go from here? By then we'll be so interconnected the answer is obvious. Let's start

over only with less of the bad stuff and more of the good this time, we deserve a break

after all, only a few of us have been bad not good. No more than just under half ;)

Sometimes I can feel the buds of wings upon my back itching to spring forth soon.

Then I'll take off for the mountains in Wudan or Bristol, I haven't decided.

See it takes an imagination to come up with this sort of tripe / gold dust.

That's what it takes to be human, put yourself in someone elses shoes.

From your perspective I should think a lot of stuff looks just mad.

Insane people don't think that THEY are, everyone ELSE is crazy.

I know we're all a little loco and that makes me pretty sane.

Mental health isn't a disorder if it's not a mess up there.

Clean out your cobwebs and closets and you'll feel great.

I've never felt better and I'm still not getting
exactly what I've always wanted and needed.

But hey, things are improving daily.

I can see who you are if you let me.

That means you'll see me too truly.

And then we're bound by friendship.

A sacred bond between two or more.

Two do justice to their feelings.

Three or more can a world full.

There are hundreds of thousands of us and more each day closing on a million.

As a shaman, a constant student and as you are all too teachers and healers in your own

ways, I am a conduit to the spirit world (or medium if you prefer, I prefer slightly

above average thankyou, I'm still new to this ;), a seer, a weather forecaster, know my

way therapeutically around the human body with my hands, a free spirit and free thinker

but most importantly a dreamer who is awake and a good friend to have in a tight spot

because I always feel what the right thing to do is, I don't think about it because I

was always indecisive and could never make my mind up as a child. I instinctively knew

how to find my way, with my heart and guts too and rarely if ever just my head and

certainly never first. My mind only calls or recalls yesterday, tomorrow and a second

ago, in an instant my heart knows the truth, and I spend the rest of the time

rediscovering it from each of you. I'm all that but nothing compared to you.

Stop hiding your light just because it shows up the ones in the shadows.

At least now we can see them and all they really needed was a hug.

And maybe a cup of tea... You've got a great figure btw x

I don't fish for compliments I truly give not to receive.

The way I feel these days I should be giving more.

I'm not trying to be perfect just good enough.

You amaze me all of you every day in a way.

That's what I take from it.

Once you know the beginning and the end, the middle must surely take care of itself.

This Life,
Light &
Love
Jon
x

P.S. My Dad's my hero (and then Bruce Lee)
Looking seriously into eco house / hut
Projects this coming spring heheheh
I got your blessing that meant it
Ain't just a dream anymore <3 ;)
Let's Build it, they might come

If I didn't say all this here I'd just put you to sleep or away with the faeries in

person, this way at least I can be down to earth when I do catch your eye.

NOTE! Some of this is aspirational but it keeps coming true the higher I reach for the

skies the further I delve deep down the more I find just happening like clockwork, tick

tock... back and forth changing the way I see my whole life before and soon and now,

like ripples through time so that I forget the way things used to be shit, cos I

remember all the good stuff that was mixed up with it and just focus on now

and now and now and now and now and now and tomorrow and now...