mayday heyday

things are tough and looking up too
what a double whammy then
im doing the hard jobs
being there for others
and generally doing my best
not to let things get me down
and working hard to make a special surprise happen
whilst dealing with whatever it is that is going on with me now
i could say it was something internal or external, psychological, physical
supernatural, natural, anyway i've got to go out to do our healing evening
working on becoming a channel, a conduit of healing energies for folks...

since 2011 there have been terrible days and good days and amazing days
2012 was pretty awful but i survived the end of the world (mayan calendar)
2013 was pretty amazing but also had its peaks and troughs and inner deaths
2014 was a right off although it got me to face lots of stuff eventually lead to
2015 where i basically got a normal job as a security guard and quit to festival
2016 was another right off really and i've decided not to do much this year either
2017 well basically i've learnt an awful lot and realised that i'm still here so get on
with whatever it is that is going on with this world, this wonderful mysterious place