shadows casting light

to be a feeler but not to feel
to be a giver, but not to give
to be a seer, but not to see
be a healer, but not to heal
to feel like being, not to be
to feel like living but not to
feel like you're living at all
then you came along like
one, then two, then three
and waking me up, again
in my life you were them
who were saintly beings
i recognised you and it
makes me tearful, as i
think about you i must
thankyou very much, i
i long to be in touch +
i know i can't make it
happen, it's got to be
if it's meant to be so
i wait patiently more
deep wounds sore
shadows cast all
fading fast as i
light the way
to a new
day
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